Tennessee Whiskey AU

CHAPTER EIGHTY FOUR

A/N- FIRST OF ALL I MUST SAY I'M KIND OF NERVOUS ABOUT POSTING AFTER SO LONG. I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF ANYONE WILL STILL READ THIS. I'M SO SORRY THAT I HAVE POSTED IN SO LONG, HEALTH PROBLEMS, FAMILY PROBLEMS AND COMPLETELY REDECORATING MY HOUSE HAS TAKEN SO MUCH OF MY TIME THIS YEAR AND I HAVE STRUGGLED TO WRITE AT THE SAME TIME. I HAVE CHAPTERS WRITTEN AND READY TO TYPE UP, IT MIGHT NOT BE REGULAR JUST YET BUT I WILL BE HERE A LOT MORE OFTEN. ANYWAY, ENOUGH ABOUT ME, LETS GET BACK TO SCARLETT AND JENSEN!

'And I thank God every day for the girl he sent my way. But I know the things he gives me he can take away. And I hold you every night. And that's a feeling I wanna get used to. But there's no man as terrified as the man who stands to lose you. Oh, I hope I don't lose you. Mm, Please stay. I want you, I need you, oh God, don't take these beautiful things that I've got.'

                                             Jensen's POV

It's official. 

This woman is going to fucking kill me. I've revealed a few weaknesses I have for her. Knowing what I know of her, I'm they will be used against me. Only in the fun ways of course, so I don't mind too much. I'm just happy she hasn't strung me up by my balls at this point. Ten minutes ago I honestly thought I was going to loose her. I know I definitely prefer the position I find myself in now. Her body underneath me, her nails moving across my back driving me to the point of insanity as I kiss her with all the passion I can muster for the woman. 

I break our kiss and move to sit back on my knees, resting between her legs. As I move I pull her up with me so now she's sitting in front of me with a slightly puzzled look on her face. I decide to show her what I plan to do it instead of explaining myself. I slowly lift my shirt that is currently covering her body until I pull it from her. She leans back a little resting one her hands behind her.  This change in position  puts all of her body completely on display for me and all at my mercy. A thrill runs through me at the sight of all of her laid out just for me. I'm still amazed how much trust she has in me to be this vulnerable with me. 

I want to take my time with her. Explore every inch. But I know that's just simply impossible. I'm not sure how long this will last but right now I'm far too lost in her to function. It's been far too long since I've been able to touch her. It feels like forever has passed since  I last got the chance to get my hands all over her. I itch with the need to feel her. I reach out and tenderly slide one hand over her shoulders and down the side of her neck. 

I can't make eye contact with her. I'm too focused on my mission. My thumb gently stokes the side of her face as my other hand slides up her thigh. She giggles slightly and I finally risk a look at her beautiful face. The first thing I take in is the way she bites her bottom lip. 

"Mmmmm, sorry it tickles." She says squirming a bit before settling and resting her head against my hand on her face. I smirk at her as I let my hand trail another pass up and down her thigh. She surprises me as she sits back up and tugs my chin until her lips are back on mine. The kiss is fiery, deep and passionate. our hands are everywhere.  I feel as if her touch burns me to the depths of my soul. Almost two weeks without her sharing the bed with me has left me horny as fuck. Her hand tugging at my hair again as our kiss turns fierce. God, that's another of my weaknesses. I slowly lay her back down on the bed before I pull our lips apart. I have other ideas about where I want my mouth right now. I sit back again, quickly putting my hand on her chest to keep her where I want her. I take her leg in my hand and raise it up, starting by delicately kissing ankle before moving my lips further up her leg. Licking my way over her skin. When I reach her thigh, one of her hands finds my hair again, while the other rests on her shoulder. I shudder as the overwhelming sensation that is all her takes over my body.