CHAPTER EIGHTY SEVEN

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A/N - I APPOLOGISE FOR MY ABSENCE BUT UNFORTUNATLY I HAVE HAD COVID AND HAVE BEEN A LITTLE BIT POORLY. I HAVE WROTE A FEW CHAPTERS AND THEY WILL BE UP OVER THE NEXT FEW DAYS. SORRY AGAIN.

If you killed somebody, I'd hide the body. Hand on the bible, I'd lie on the stand. If you robbed a bank, I'd be out front waiting. Ain't nothing I wouldn't do for my man. "Wanted" signs hanging up with your face. Nothing could make me regret your last name. If you killed somebody, I'd hide the body. 'Cause I know that you, you'd do the same.

Jensen's POV

I think my heart just stopped beating. Oh, she can keep me forever if that's what she wants. Maybe I really should start to think about visiting a few jewelry shops and investing in a ring. I wonder what kind of ring she would want. I don't think a big huge rock would suit her. She needs something more delicate, like her. Fuck me, I've known her for a month and I'm already thinking about proposing. Get back in your lane Jensen, she would laugh you out of town for even thinking about it. That would be the stupidest idea I've ever had.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said that. I meant it as a joke, Jay. You don't need to panic that I'm expecting a ring tomorrow." She laughs. I'm glad she said all that without retreating into her shell and pulling away from me. What scares me is that is exactly were my head was at, only it didn't fill me with panic like she thinks it would. It's just the thought of her saying no that worries me.

"Yeah, strangely. No panic here." I decide to be honest, well sort of.

"If you say so." She smiles sweetly at me, not believing a word I've just said. Maybe I need to step it up a little. "So...... shall we start driving to Vegas now then." She's still joking with me as she moves to look up at me, placing her hand on my chest. God, I hope she can't feel how quick my heart is racing at the moment. I think I'm falling in love with the sparkle I see in her eyes right now. I would sell my soul to the devil to keep her in this mood. Happy and joyful.

"Well it's an idea to keep in mind for the future but personally I think you deserve a day to be glamorous and the center of attention. You would make a gorgeous bride, so when we do, do that it will be in front of everyone who matters to us. For all our family and friends to witness how in love with you I am. That is how I would rather it be." She looks at me with tears in her eyes and for a moment I worry I've gone to far. That is until she moves to straddle my lap, putting her hands either side of my face and pulls me in for the most incredible mind blowing kiss I've probably ever had. Fuck, I sound like such a dick right now. She's turning me into a soppy bastard. No one ever needs to hear the shit going on in my mind right now. The kiss unfortunately ends far too quickly when my hands slide up her legs to settle on her hips.

"You are the most incredible, sweetest man i have ever met. Everything you've just said could be just bullshit words and something you said to get me back into your bed again as soon as possible. If that's the case, trust me, I really don't need words like that, just more kisses as hot as that one will do the trick." I can't help but smile knowing she's as affected by me as I am by her. "However, if it is true, you have no idea how much what all that means to me and how it makes me feel. I have never had anyone tell me anything as perfect as you just have."

"You deserve to hear how perfect you are every day of your life. It kills me that my bumbling words are the best thing you've ever heard. Oh and every word was meant and not bullshit. Side note, if you ever happen to repeat how sweet I am outside of our chats we may have a few problems. I have a certain reputation to keep up you know." I kiss her again. I can't help myself. Maybe a small part of me hopes that she meant what she said about more kisses leading us back to the bedroom.

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