Chapter 25
Warning: Contains R-18 content
"W-What are you doing?" Tanong ko sa kanya nang makita kong bumaba ang katawan niya sa tiyan ko. "S-Stop that..." I said. Pero tiningnan lang niya ako sa mata. Lumunok ako dahil ang gwapo niya talaga. Kung babae ako, malamang sa malamang ay ginawa ko na ang lahat ng makakaya ko para angkinin siya, pero sa kasamaang palad, hindi eh. Lalaki ako at lalaki rin siya. What we're doing right now is supposed to be bad, unlawful and not allowed, but for some reasons...I can feel that its right.
And its scary. I couldn't help but to feel ashamed of myself.
"I know you have been fantasizing about me for a long time, so do I. So now, before everything else falls into disarrangement, let me offer you my service." He said in a low voice. He's already licking my navel which made me shiver in pleasure. "H-Hindi pwede dito. I-its dirty here!"
"I don't care."
Kapagkuwan ay hinubad niya ang kanyang sando at nakita ko ang kanyang naghuhumaling na katawan. Malaki ang dibdib niya at halata sa kanyang lagi siyang nag eehersisyo. I still can't believe that we're doing this right now. Kung noon ay nakikita ko lang siyang gawin niya sinasabi niyang 'service' sa mga babae, ngayon naman ay kusa ko na itong mararanasan.
To be honest, I would also think of this whenever I do something, and my mind is somewhere else. Kahit hindi ako nag m-masturbate sa buong buhay ko, I would sometimes find myself hard and pre-cum gushing forth out of the hole of mine.
Hindi ko alam kung pa'no 'to ma-e-explain. It was a mix of happiness, pleasure, overwhelm, and nervousness.
"You're scared." He said in between kisses.
Lumayo siya sa'kin at tumingin sa mga mata ko. "Are you okay? Do you want me to continue or not?" He said. There was tender and gentleness in his eyes. And that's alarming. Hindi ako sanay na makitang ganito si Edevane. Pero sana naman, ganito nalang siya palagi, yung hindi nagagalit ng basta-basta o nagiging tigre at nanakot ng mga tao gamit ang mga masasakit at nakakatakot na mga salita.
"N-No. Go on. I want to e-experience it."
Ngumiti siya sa'kin at pinagpatuloy ang paghahalik niya sa katawan ko. Ako naman ay nakaramdam ulit ng kiliti, kasabay niyon ang pag-iinit ng katawan ko. For some reasons, hindi ako makahinga ng maayos. Bigla akong nagtaka. Hindi naman ako dinaganan ni Edevane, at mas lalong wala akong sakit kagaya ng hika, kaya bakit ako nahihirapang huminga ngayon?
Is this because of the heat that I'm feeling and the hardness of my cock down his chest? Or is it just because of how hot and handsome he is right now while doing me?
Fuck, I don't know.
When I felt his hand on my bulge, I shivered. My body tensed and it frozed. "You're hard. So hard. You're soaking wet. Ganito ka ba talaga kasaya? Is this the fruit of your desire for me? You should be thankful that I'm doing this for you."
Umismid ako. "Sige wag nalang, feeling ko napilitan kalang."
Bigla siyang nataranta. "No! Don't do this! I'm already hyped up, and I do fantasize about you! Please don't do this to me." Pagmamakaawa niya.
Umikot ang mga mata ko at tsaka bumuntong-hininga. "Then we'll do it."
Pagkatapos no'n ay sinimulan niya akong himasin. Napalunok ako. My breath started to hitch and the hairs on my body started to rise. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin. My body feels like its been glued hardly on the bed. "You're so wet, Dashwood." He said in a husky voice. It added to my arousal.
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