Rolling the dice on Love - JinKook/KookJin ff✔

𝙲𝙷. 𝚃𝚆𝙴𝙽𝚃𝚈 𝙵𝙾𝚄𝚁 : 𝚆𝙴 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝚂𝚄𝙸𝚃𝙰𝙱𝙻𝙴!

Jungkook and Jin silently reached Jin's house, the atmosphere heavy with unspoken thoughts. Neither of them spoke, the tension between them palpable. Jin, lost in his own thoughts, nearly walked straight into a wall, but Jungkook quickly caught him by the arm, pulling him back just in time. He sighed, realizing that he couldn't keep quiet any longer.

"Jin... are you mad at me?" Jungkook began hesitantly, his voice soft. "I'm sorry for what I did... but I just had to do it. I can't hide it anymore... I- I really like you. I do. And it's totally fine if you don't feel the same. I'm not some perfect guy or someone everyone can love, so I'm fine with that. But that doesn't mean I'll let you leave my side. I'll wait, no matter how long it takes, I'll wait until you're mine. No matter what it takes." Jungkook's voice was filled with a mixture of determination and vulnerability as he confessed his feelings.

Jin remained silent, his thoughts swirling in his mind. Jungkook gently pulled him closer, cupping Jin's face with his hands, searching for any sign of emotion.

"Why don't you talk? Are you so angry that you don't want me to hear your voice anymore? Did I ever tell you how much I like your voice? Now, not hearing it is making me feel helpless, you know that?" Jungkook's voice trembled slightly, revealing just how much Jin's silence was affecting him.

Jin blinked, finally gathering the courage to speak. "Why... Jungkook, why do you like me? I'm nothing special... especially when I can't even see. I'm blind, Jungkook, do you remember that? I don't think we are matched for one another." Jin murmured, his voice tinged with sadness. "Also, what will people think? Your a famous...such a cool figure... being with me will make you..."

"Jin!" Jungkook cut him off, his voice firm yet gentle. "Do you really think I give a damn about what other people think? No, you really don't know me, do you? I've never cared about anyone's opinion, not even my closest friends. The only reason I've started to care... and now even my heart and mind are consumed, is because of you. Only you. And what did you say about being blind? Can you please tell me what being blind has to do with me liking you? I'm genuinely curious."

Jin's eyes widened slightly, his heart pounding in his chest as he tried to process Jungkook's words. He could feel the sincerity in Jungkook's voice, the intensity of his emotions. It was overwhelming, and Jin didn't know how to respond.

Seeing Jin still not responding, Jungkook pressed him closer, his voice growing more desperate. "Why aren't you speaking? Tell me, why do you think we  aren't suitable? Actually, you're right, we aren't, because I'm in a completely different universe from you. Where you are a beautiful, kind-hearted angel, I'm a devil who never cared about anything. I really don't deserve you, but guess what? I have this... this disease where I can't just let go of something or someone I like, no matter what. So I really can't let you go away... I need you beside me."

Jungkook's voice cracked slightly as he continued, his grip on Jin tightening just a bit. "I know I'm terrible... that's why I need you to stay beside me, to guide me like you always do and make me a better person, a person you want me to be. A person I want to be, which will make you like me. Tell me, Jin... what can I do?"

Jin's heart ached hearing the raw honesty in Jungkook's voice. The intensity of Jungkook's emotions, the plea in his words, was something Jin hadn't expected. He could feel the warmth of Jungkook's hands, the desperation in his touch, and it was all too much to ignore. He took a deep breath, trying to steady his racing thoughts.

"I... Jungkook," Jin finally spoke, his voice barely above a whisper, "I never thought... anyone would ever say something like this to me. I'm not sure how to react. But... you're wrong about one thing. You're not a bad person... And maybe... maybe I've been wrong too." He paused, trying to find the right words. "I don't know if I can be the person who makes you better, but... I don't want to push you away either. You mean more to me than you think."