How to forget someone who's always by your side?
Not totaly by your side, but who's always with you at the same school same room.
How to avoid someone who's always the apple of your eye?
I want to know who is that someone who's giving permission to those one's who want to trespass others territory.
They don't know that it's hard to send someone away once it enters others system.
It's my first time to feel this way. And I can say that it's scary. It's really scary.
I don't clearly know what's the meaning of every action I'm doing, every movement I'm doing, every decision I'm making.
I'm confused of what I feel right now.
I'm scared to have a feeling like this towards someone.
Maybe I'll just wait for the time to pass and wait 'till it fade away without me knowing it.
When will it be?
I'm afraid right now.
I don't want to wait for a long time, I want it right now. Right now.
Negative thoughts are killing me, insecurities are filling me and I hate the ideal self of me who wants to change the actual me just to be with the same state as where he is.
I just thought it by myself right now, I'll just wait a little me to forget that invader who entered my system without even asking permission from me.
They said, time heals wound. Maybe it's not only for wounded ones but also those who are trying to stay away from those markable wounds. Those who are trying to change their destiny if they'll choose the wrong way around.
To that someone out there, just wait for a little time. You'll be gone in my territory, as soon as possible.
Nov. 07, 2019
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PIYESA
PoesíaMga katha ni Binibining Benits Para sa mga mahilig sa tula. Sorry for the wrong typo and grammars. 🍀
