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As days went by, Julie realized she couldn't stop thinking about Lana.
About her face, her eyes, her pink lips, her smile, her hair, her lime smell, the dimples on her cheeks when she smiled, her laugh. At first she thought that it was just the fact that she was now friends with a famous person, going to fancy parties and meeting other famous person, but she doesn't think about them. She met Ryan Gosling at her last party, he was really sweet, but is she thinking about it now? Yes, but not in the same way.
This never happend to her. Literally, never. Not with a boy, much less with a girl.
She felt like she couldn't start talking about this with anyone, so she picked up her diary (wich she hadn't picked up in over ten years), ripped the old pages and, while sitting on her bed, begin to talk about what she was feeling, what was going through her head. It helped her, it calmed her down.

The big issue is, if she is into Lana, that would mean she could be into other girls too? Because Lana is amazing, she's sweet, funny, caring, beautiful and really hot, smells amazing, her hair is really soft, her skin is too... and then she felt it. She remembered those small touches, her wearing a bikini... Julie felt heat all of the sudden, and of course, she was feeling horny. She forced herself to  stop thinking about it, to think about ugly things. Brocoli, The Walking Dead zombies, when on A Nightmare on Elm Street 3 Freddy kills that guy that had a puppet.
Despite not feeling horny anymore, that didn't change things.

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