Falling For A Popstar

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Julie told herself that enough was enough, and that she needed to talk to Lana. At the very least, to be able to get closure for once and for all.
She couldn't call Nick for obvious reasons, but she knew where Sara, one of Lana's closest friend lived, and decided to go to her house.
Julie knocked on her door. She lived in a house that wasn't really big from the outside, but really, really beautiful white house.
Sara opened up. Sara is this girl with blonde hair, gray eyes, freckless that Lana met on one of their first perfomances, and she stayed with her, playing the violin for them and doing some backing vocals sometimes.

"Julie, what are you doing here?"
"I need to talk to Lana" Sara snorted.
"That's too bad, 'cause I doubt Lana wants to see you"
"Sara, please... I beg you" She said, and Lana's friend sighed.
"Look, I always liked you, but I love Lana, she's one of my best friends, and you really, really hurt her. You have no idea what you did to her, I won't betray her. She doesn't wants to see you, accept that" Julie didn't know what to respond.
"Please..." Was all that she said with her voice almost breaking and her eyes teary, but Sara shook her head.
"When you do something like this, she won't ever forget it. You have no shot, she probably doesn't want to see you ever again in her life, and after what you, the least you could do would be to leave her the fuck alone. Just move on, Julie. Leave Lana alone" Julie nodded, and she went back to her place withouth saying a single word, and when she got into her laptop, she recieved a long e-mail from Lana, and opened it inmediatly. And it said:
"Julie, I think deep down that since the day I saw you again I knew that you would have a strong impact on my life.
The first time I falled in love was when I was sixteen, with Carl. You know that, but what you probably don't know is that we broke up because he had to move, and he left me completely heartbroken, and he was heartbroken too.
When I was eighteen, I falled in love with Miriam, I falled hard for her. But I found out she had cheated on me with one of my closest friends at the time. It broke my heart that it made me believe I shouldn't try dating anymore, that it was clearly not for me. But you showed up and showed me that that wasn't true, and that I could love again.
You broke my heart and my trust with your assumptions of me, and I still have a hard time adjusting to the idea that I lost you for something that I didn't do, that you didn't believe me and threw everything we had built. But you taught me I could fall in love again and, despite the risk of getting hurt, it's completely worth it. I miss you, but if you do read this, just know that despite not wanting to, I will always resent you for not believing in me. You probably still think that I was the one that outted you, wich makes me think that you clearly didn't love me as much as I do, and you don't think very highly of me, and that really hurts.
If you read this, even if you change your mind, don't search for me" She erased the e-mail and just cried against the table. She had lost the love of her life for assuming things, and she could never forget that.