Despite her constant efforts, Lana's mother, Elizabeth, couldn't get her daughter out of her bed. She would only get out to use the bathroom and would barely eat, she hadn't showered and stinked completely. Rose would go multiple times at day to try and cheer her up, her younger siblings and stepdad would also go in, but nothing seemed to work.
It had been two weeks already, and her mother decided to go inside. She sat right next to her daughter, withouth caring about the smell. She grabbed her hand and kissed it."You know you're most important thing on my life, right?" Her mother begin. "Since the second you wrapped you little hand around my finger and saw those beautiful green eyes. I didn't care that your father had left me and that I was all alone to take care of you. Yeah, it was hard and I was exhausted, but coming back and you running to me with that bright smile and cute dimples were more than enough strenght for me to continue" Her mother kissed her hand and tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. Rose's words made her chest hurt. "You may have fans that love you with all their hearts, but no one loves you as much as I do" She said, and sobbing, she went to hug her mother, who kissed her head. "I know this is hard, but it gets easier. You can't stop your life for this girl, she isn't worth it" Lana wanted to scream that she was, but the words wouldn't come out of her mouth. "What happend?"
"Someone saw us while we were having dinner and took pictures. It doesn't matter why, but she thought I was the one responsible for her being outted, that it was all my plan" Her mother kissed her forehead.
"Than that girl isn't worth it. Anyone that knows you know you're a kind soul, one of the sweetest person ever. You deserve someone that trusts you, and someone that thinks you would do something like that clearly doesn't. And I know it's hard to understand that someone you love thinks that way about you, but it's their problem and their lost. You can't do anything about it, you just have to pull yourself back together" She said, and Lana nodded.That same day, Lana stood up, changed her sheets, blankets and took a good shower. It was already late, but she decided to take a walk with her mother. As she felt that late night breeze touching her face, she smiled but because learned once more that, despite being a really low place, she would be able to get out. This is not the first time her heart got broken, and it won't be the last one. But she one stop herself from falling in love again.
When she got home, she wrote a letter to Julie, telling her everything she wanted to tell her. It took her a long while and a few tears, but she wrote it on her laptop. She programated for it to be send in three months, once everything had passed.

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Falling For A Popstar
RomansaJulie is a beautiful but normal girl that wants to be a writer and is, as far as she knows, definitly straight. Everything changes for her when she becomes closer to Lana Sunderland, an openly bi girl, who's also a famous singer and songwritter she...