swords men

why!!!!

Laying to his bed, type was to his stomach to be looking at his hand after a warm shower to sign here and there.
Why does this keep happening? Why doesn't he do this with another? Why does it have to be with me? I just don't understand.
Type signed to slowly move to his back to place his arm over his forehead to look up.
But something I will admit too.......it does feel...... Good..... Only when he puts on that stuff and goes slow and....
Type then started to whimper to place his hands to his eyes to rub. He was getting hard.
Type moved his hands away to place them to his stomach to drum his fingers to dart his eyes.
I know I'm not suppose to touch it..... But he has and I've had sex...... What does it matter any more?
Type took in a very deep breathe to then slowly start to take a hand down to immediately stop has something went through his head for him to roll his eyes.
Tharns voice went inside has it said no one can touch that except him.
Type moved his mouth to then go back to his stomach to place his arms under his head to look to the wall.
What am I going to do? 24 hour detail doesn't work, sulina doesn't work, ignoring him doesn't work....... What else can I do?
Type signed to make a face to eye down.
Should I just...... Let this run it's course? The pain i always feel does go away when we...... For him the same happens..... Could we actually get into this, make the others pain go away and not get caught? Is he still going to try and kill me when we're 18 if we are the only people standing? How long will this keep happening? Why do I want to help him? Why am I caring so much about him?
Type signed and hard.
What is wrong with me?
Type made a hard face to then move up to move his legs over his bed to eye down to place his hands to the edge of the bed to look down.
This is not going to end well, but what other choice do I really have? This guy is also a hypocrite, doesn't want to get caught and yet he literally will try to have sex with me in front of people.
Type rolled his eyes to then get up to think of tharn to then go to a wall with a calendar to see what day it was to then widen his eyes. Types lips parted to then turn to go about, he couldn't believe he forgot that day.
Type then moved about his house to go to a room where he had made a little grave for his mother to be to his knees to eye over it to have a sad face, that day was the anniversary of his mother's passing, he didn't even know.
Type stayed there to keep eyeing over it to think.
I really wish I was able to have met you, really wish father would have made a grave for you, no matter I did. I'm..... In a very tough situation and I don't know what I really should do about it.
Type signed to then immediately get up to turn to eye over his father who came in.
"What are you doing here?"
Type took in a deep breathe.
"Paying my respects."
Aawut rolled his eyes to go further to stand next to type to look over his little head stone he made when he was a kid.
"This isn't even where she died, still don't know why you did this when you were 11."
Type looked at his dad to then shrug his shoulders.
"Just wanted a place to......"
"This is inconvenient, you need to be training."
Type furrowed his brow has he looked to his father.
"You know I don't do that today."
Aawut rolled his eyes again to then turn to eye over him.
"You are 16 now, grow up! She is dead and you need to win that competition and kill that naramartia."
Type flexed his jaw.
"Not today"
Aawut narrowed his eyes to then walk to type to stand right in front to then wrap his arms about himself.
"You know she never wanted you right?"
Type gritted his teeth.
"When she found out she was pregnant with you, she wanted to abort you, I was the one who stood up and said you are not going to do that and this is how you treat me! Now you need to train! Not be here."
"I don't train today."
Aawut scoffed.
"After everything I have done for you, you little shit. If she had gotten her way you wouldn't even be here and yet you want to take the day off and morn over her? Fine princess!"
Aawut then turned and quick too then kick the head stone type and made when he was little to also destroy the alter, type went to it to grab aawut to pull him back to then go to his knees to eye over all his hard work over the years to be shattered.
Aawut stepped back to breathe heavily.
"You are such a disappointment!"
Aawut turned to leave in a huff for type to move his hand forward to grab something his nanny had placed in his youth that was his mother's to then hang his head to look down at it to start to be consumed with pain.
Coming thru the window, tharn looked about types room to try and find him to sign.
Where is he? Did he go back into 24 hour detail? Is he sleeping with that.....
Tharn made a face to then sleuth about types home to try and find him to venture down to the basement to find several rooms to then go to each in search of him, to then go to a door to open to eye type to his knees with his head hung, tharn went slowly in to then stand behind him to look down.
"What are you doing?"
Type signed and hard.
"Go away."
Tharn tilted his head to then look up to see the messed up alter to read a tag that had a name tharn knew quite well he then made a face to eye down.
"What.... Happened here?"
"Tharn...... Please go away."
Tharn placed his hands into his pockets to re look up to see the mess. 
"My mother's anniversary is next month...... Who did this?"
Type signed heavier.
" What does it matter?"
Tharn then peered his eyes down to look over type.
"I could kill them."
Type couldn't help but ruthlessly laugh.
"Like you could."
"Mmm..... Guess it was your father?"
Type peered his eyes to the side.
"Tharn..... Please leave."
"He didn't have the right to do this."
Type looked over the pendant to continue to rub his thumb over it.
"No..... No he didn't....." He mumbled .
"Well..... We could do something your way."
"Like what?"
"If I can't kill him, could prank him, remember you were very good at those "
Type couldn't help but to smile to then become confused by that, he then started to chew at his cheek to place the pendant down to eye over.
"Or......we can do something your way...."
Tharn raised an eye brow to then watch type stand up .
"What is that?"
Type slowly got up for tharn to eye over him to then turn to move his hand out to place to his neck to pull him for tharn to keep his hands to either side to look at type with no expression.
"Take away my pain."
Tharns eyes widened when type placed his mouth to his to place his handd to either side of his neck to give him a very deep kiss for tharn to then place his hands to his back to grip here and there to start to take type back with him.