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can't believe that happened!!

Getting home, type went straight into the shower to have the water turned to very hot, to be standing under to have his hands to either side of his body to have them to fists to squeeze his eyes shut has that hot water went through him, he signed to the raise his hand to lower the temperature a bit to then slowly take off his clothes to then place his forehead to the wall to peer his eyes down to watch the water circle to grit his teeth to breathe rather heavy.
I can't believe that happen.......a naritam...... Touched me......
Type gulped and hard to then place a hand to his eyes to rub to take in very deep breathes to shake his head.
Your father told you...... Do not touch that part, never ever touch it.... Well.....I didn't that asshole did but still, that was not suppose to ever happen, why did he do that! Ugh! Why did I touch his thing! I know I did it without thinking but still! What is wrong with me??
Type gritted his teeth to then move his head back to make the temperature higher again to then grab the bar of soap to then wash his whole body to shake his head here and there, after type had a towel wrapped about his mid section, to be laying to his bed to be eyeing over the ceiling to be so very confused with the situation and not happy for what he said after.
Type signed to then lay to his side to place an arm under his head to look to the wall.
Can't believe I told him no more lessons, we still need to know more about the other so then in the final we don't kill the other. But I told him no more and to leave me alone.
Fuck!
Type flexed his jaw in anger to then peer his eyes down to the bedding to make a sullen face.
I think the best option here is I need to just focus on myself and my training and place this whole thing to the side, for now.
Type then took in really deep breathes to calm himself to have then placed himself accidently to sleep, to where what happened went through his mind.
Type feeling good from down below then opened his eyes in the dream to then widen them to look over tharn to then jolt forward, awakening himself from his dream to be eyeing about to then shake his head.
He is not here, you are having no one touch that part...... Your not allowed too and...
Type then stopped has he darted his eyes about to then look down to groan, he then flopped to his back to place his hands over his eyes given he was very much hard.
Oh no! No no no no no!
Type then placed his hands to his stomach to close his eyes to then take in deep breathes to think about something else, this was what he usually did to make it go away, after a bit type then opened one eye brow to look down to sign heavily.
It was still there and it was twitching.
Type then got up on his forarms to look at it in anger..
I am not going to touch you! My father said no! I won't! That asshole tharn shouldn't have either! Now go down!
Type made a face to then roll his eyes to place a hand to his forehead to rub.
I can't believe I'm talking to my erection.
Ugh! What is wrong with me! I need to make this go away but how?
Type gritted his teeth and hard to then place his hands cupped together to his stomach to go back to meditation has it worked in the past to then sign here and there has he could feel his erection throbbing and twitching.
Type then got up with anger to then walk about his room to see if that did anything which it didn't.
Type then stopped to place his hands to his neck to then rub to dart his eyes about.
Why is this thing not going down? Is it because of that asshole and what he did? Is it because he touched it and I did that thing he said what was happening, ejaculation? Ugh! Why does this have to fucking happen to me? I just don't get it! Ugh!
Type kept walking about to try to get his erection to go down to no avail, he then sat to the edge of his bed to place his hands to either side to grip the edge to stare at it and hard.
You need to go away! Go away go away go away!
Type signed to roll his eyes to then straighten himself to eye the wall.
Why am I talking to it again? Not like it can talk back!
Type then flopped down to place his hands over his eyes once more.
What can I do? I can't touch it, was told not to, I'm not going to, but how can I get it to go away?
Type whimpered to then move more on the bed to then go to the side to look over the wall.
What am I going to do? I fucking hate you tharn! Why did you have to touch me down there? Why did you have to do it? I'm so confused!
Type turned his head to place it into the bedding has he was in a world of misery, the rest of the night was hard and horrible, he couldn't manage to keep his erection away and it was hard for him to sleep, eventually he was able to fall asleep for him to wake up late the next day to be happy it went away for him to then get dressed to go to the training area to go at it and hard to get what happened to him out of his mind, for at least for that moment.