Stella's POV
Ikatlong araw na namin ni Timothy na nagsasama, everytime I wake up. I always make sure na nakikita ko sya. Menimemorize ko yung itsura nya.
Alam ko na masasaktan ko sya sa desisyon ko, but I need to choose.
Nasa park kami ngayon, wala lang nakaupo lang kami sa damuhan.
"Anong gagawin mo pagnawala ako?"
Nakatingin ako sa kanya.
"Stella, ano bang tanong yan."
"ano ka ba, its just a question. We are not sure if saan tayo dadalhin ng destiny natin. Just answer it."
"Hindi ko kakayanin pagmawala ka. When I met you, you let me see how it feels to love truly. Pagmawala ka, baka mawala na naman ako sa sarili ko."
Nakatitig ako sa kanya habang nagsasalita sya.
"When things wont work out between the two of us, I want you to continue the things that you like to do. Isipin mo kung gaano kita kamahal."
"Why it seems like you are saying goodbye."
"No i'm not. I just want to know."
"Kung mawawala ka, hahanapin kita. I will give up everything for you."
Niyakap ko sya ng maramdaman ko na naluluha na ako.
"Uwi na tayo."
Tumayo na kami at naglakad. Hinila nya ako at hinalikan.
Wala na akong pakialam sa mga tao sa paligid namin.
Nang maghiwalay ang mga labi namin, nakatitig pa rin sya sa akin.
"Mahal na mahal kita Stella."
"Mahal na mahal na mahal din kita Timothy. God knows how much happy I am right now."
Tuluyan na akong napaiyak. Mahirap para sa akin na saktan ang taong lubos na nagmamahal sa akin.
Timothy's POV
Nasa bahay na kami, naghahanda ng pagkain si Stella habang nakatingin lang ako sa kanya.
"Hey, stop it."
"What?"
"Hindi ako makapagconcentrate pagnakatingin ka."
"malapit na ba yan?"
"Yep, kaya please pakihanda na ang hapag."
Lumapit ako sa kanya at hinawakan ang baywang nya.
"Someday, I want us to be like this, together with our children."
Nilingon nya ako at hinawakan nya ang mukha ko.
Nakita ko sa mga mata nya ang lungkot.
"You will. Sa tamang panahon."
Hinalikan ko sa tungki ng ilong nya at lumayo.
Nagsisimula na kaming kumain.
Walang kahit sino sa amin ang nagsalita, nagtitigan lang kami hanggang sa matapos.
Naghuhugas sya ng mga plato ng lumapit ako sa kanya.
Hinawakan ko ang mga kamay nya.
Napatingin sya sa akin.
"Anong ginagawa mo?'
"Tutulungan na kita."
"wag na kaya ko na to."
"I insist."
Nang hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko ay hinarap ko sya sa akin. Nagulat sya sa ginawa ko.
"Timothy ano ba ang prob-"
Hindi ko na sya pinatapos kung ano man ang sasabihin nya.
I pulled her on me, i kiss her and she didnt protest. I can hear her heartbeat, it beats as my heart beats.
She moaned when i let my tongue circled hers. I hugged her so tight to feel the heat of her body.
My hand went up on her waist as we deepened our kiss, I lift her dress.
"Tell me that you what me to stop."
Umungol lang sya bilang sagot.
I kiss her again and let my hands explore her body. I was distracted by the warthm of her breast.
She moaned and arched her back for us to be closer.
I started to undress myself, her eyes widened when she saw the bulge in my jersey short.
I kiss her again before i let my tongue plunged inside her mouth.
Her hands started to touch my body.
She gasped for air when i let my lips go. My lips went on her ears..down to her neck and nipped the sensitive spot on her neck.
"T-Timothy"
I took her sensitive peak in my mouth. She moaned when as i suckled it, circling my tongue as i make it hardened. My other hand didnt stop pleasuring her other breast.
Her eyes open when I tried to get on her most sensitive flesh.
I groaned and in one swift motion.. I entered her.
"Oh God Stella."
I looked at her, nakita ko yung sakit sa mata nya.
"I-i'm fine, just slow down."
"I'm sorry."
"Para saan?"
"Hindi ko alam. I promise to be gentle."
I let her body adjust to it.
I thrust inside her gently. I take all the control not to thrust faster.
She wrapped her arms around my neck.. She burry her face on my neck.
I thrust slowly and slowly to avoid her getting hurt. I almost reach my peak and when i get there I look at her.
She just smiled at me and kiss me softly on my lips.
I take my length inside her. I lay her down on the bed.
"I love you, Stella."
She look at me and I can see tears on her eyes.
"Mahal na mahal kita Timothy."
I brushed her hair and kiss her in the forehead.
