You're not alone

Finding Mom

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Lucifer walked across the room going towards the bathroom, opening the door to the sound of the shower running he smiled as he pulled his shirt off and discarded his pants on the floor before opening the door and poking his head inside catching a sight of Al's backside.
"Room for 2 in there?" Lucifer asked as Al jumped a little and whipped his head around. Seeing lucifers head poked inside as his eyes were glued to Al's bare body. His eyes roaming up and down in as he bit his lip.
"My dear...how long have you been there watching." Al asked as he watched the door open and Lucifer step inside the shower now before shutting the door, his eyes taking in Lucifer's pale white skin of his own body, lucifer got to check him out, only makes sense that Al gets to do the same and he was not being disappointed.
"Long enough, the view was quite nice" he said with a sly smile as he walked up and put a hand on Alastors chest.
"Was it now?" Alastor asked before biting his lip to muffle a moan as he felt lucifers other hand a bit lower down gripping onto something.
"Mmm..it was...but it could be so much better" he said with a smirk as he looked at Al biting his lip.
"Gu..guess I dont need to ask if...your feeling better" Al managed to get out while Lucifer's hand was moving around on his shaft some, his delicate hand working it's amazing skills as he toyed with it.
"Much..thanks to my amazing doctor..how can I ever repay you" Lucifer said as he gave a little push as Al hit the wall behind him with a soft thump.
"A few ideas come to mind" Al said as the smirk grew across his face, things were just about to get steamy before the cry of the kids was heard and Lucifer looked over at the door before back at Al.
"To be continued later then" he said as he released Al's shaft from his hand and slipped out of the shower now much to Alastors disappointment.
"So close...." he muttered out before finishing up his shower and getting out.
Stepping out into the bedroom while buttoning up his shirt he smiled as he watched Lucifer lay in the floor and playing with the kids, he still couldn't believe that he had gotten this lucky at times before he moved over and joined the others in the floor, they laughed and played around for a bit before finally getting up.
"What time are you wanting to head up there?" Lucifer asked now as he started to get the kids ready for breakfast.
"Well I would like to go as soon possible, why not right after breakfast?" He asked as Lucifer nodded his head.
"I'll get it ready then" he said with a smile before the group started it's way downstairs. After getting some breakfast it was time to go and find his mom.

*jump to heaven*

Walking up to the gates in heaven. Alastor was having a hard time containing himself. He was so close to meeting his mom again and he couldn't wait, he had already sent her a text and she have given him the directions to get to her house, was a decent walk but nothing major, maybe 15 minutes at most, walking along the path it, Alastor soon stopped and was staring some as Lucifer almost bumped into him.
"Babe?"
"Its...its still the same house" he said with a smile starting to appear. He picked up his pace heading towards it with Lucifer following behind him as he was soon standing infront of the little stone walkway leading up to the door. Alastor stood there looking at the small wooden shack that he had grown up in, it looked exactly the same as he remembered it before he watched it open and he froze, he stood there looking at the lady as she stared back at him, she looked just like she did when he last saw her alive on earth.
"M..mom" he said softly before slowly walking her way while she did the same.
"Alastor..." They soon met in the middle as she brought a hand up her mouth to cover it
"My Alastor..its..actually you"
"Yes! Yes it's me Momma" he said as his eyes were already glazing over.
"Oh Alastor...My Alastor!" She almost cried out before pulling him into a hug, feeling his arms wrap around her as he clung onto her. It was a happy moment for the separated family as lucifer watched from the back with a smile of his own, they held onto each other before finally letting go.
"I..have so much to tell you mother, so much I want to say" He said as they stood there holding hands.
"But...I Think it's best to start with introductions to the family" he said as he watched her face turn to one of surprise.
"You finally got yourself a family!" She asked happily as he motioned towards lucifer and the kids. Lucifer pushed the stroller forwards before stepping beside it.
"Lucifer morningstar..pleasure to be meeting you" he said with a smile as he held out his hand. Al's mom hesitated some but shook it after a moment, quickly moving her attention to the kids.
"They are adorable!" She said happily as lucifer looked at Al some before deciding not to say anything.
"Lucifer!" Turning around he watched as Michael landed outside on the path before heading over.
"Father wants to speak with you, if you have the time?" He asked before lucifer looked at Alastor who nodded.
"I can do that"
"Splendid!" Micheal said before Al watched as they both flew away.
"Why don't we go inside dear, I got some tea on the stove" she said as Alastor nodded and pushed the stroller inside now.
"So how did my sweet boy end up in hell?" She asked now as she closed the door behind them and moved to the kitchen to get some cups.
"Well I...where do I even begin" he said with a bit of a smile.
"After...you died, the thought of what dad did to you ended up driving me insane, all I could think about was revenge for you and one night I...I just..snapped" he said as his hands balled up into fist as he was mentally replaying it all in his head.
"I waited until he was asleep and went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife from the drawer, I went to his room and I just started to stab him" by this point his knuckles were turning white as he was clenching them so hard.
"And I just..kept..stabbing him..again, and again until I couldn't feel my arms anymore..the knife fell the the floor and I just..spent the night staring at the body" he said as he finally started to relax and actually smile some.
"I...felt at peace after that and yet I also felt...empty" he said after he paused for a moment while his mom was staring at him almost horrified of what she was hearing.
"I was never the same after that and I started to murder people..at first it was just, bad ones that deserved it but it soon turned to anyone I could find..I was a mass murder momma..." he said as he finally looked up at her as she was shaking her head some having trouble processing all of this.
"This...is not...I...I dont even know what to say" she said after trying to form a sentence of some sort as she tried to wrap her head around everything she had just heard him say. She remembered Alastor as such a sweet and innocent little boy.
"Why.....why would you do this" she asked as she stared at him
"To..avenge you..a man should never lay hands on a women and he did repeatedly...and one night he went to far and you paid the ultimate price...to protect me from him" Al said softly as he looked down again before feeling a hand on his leg.
"Sweetie..it was my job to protect you, and I did with all my heart, you didn't have to do that for me but..I can see why you did what you did...so im...willing to look past that and move on. I'm just glad we got to meet again" she said with a warm smile which was highly contagious, but..not entirely natural.
"But..it is still a lot for me to take in, I mean you was such a sweet and innocent boy before it happened, and I raised you better then this" she said before sighing some.
"But...I taught you to forgive and forget...much like I was raised. This is...a lot to take in and I need time to process it all..so let's just move on from that for now" she said as she was thinking some and gave a bit of a awkward smile. Alastor nodded at this, it was a lot for her to take in and stuff so he understood.
"What about you mom?" He asked now to change the subject.
"Oh nothing exciting for me up here. Just living my best days, cooking for my new neighbors, enjoying some books and what have you. It's peaceful" she said as she sat back in her chair.
"What about those cuties of yours" she asked as she watched them looking around the room some taking in things and mainly just doing what babies do.
"Oh. These are my children!" Alastor said happily as he sat his tea cup down.
"Rosie, Conrad and Austin" he said as he pointed to each one of them as he said their name.
"They are adorable sweetie...what about the mother...she not able to make it?" His mom asked curiously as she was playing with the kids some.
"There is no mother" he said as his mom looked up thinking she passed away before Al continued
"Lucifer morningstar, he is my husband, and other parent to the kids" he said with a smile as his mom stared at him some before pulling her hand away which confused Alastor some.
"You mean...your married to a man..the devil himself of all people" she said as she turned her attention to him now.
"Yes mother?" She shook her head some as she leaned back in her chair.
"A murder..I can understand the reason behind that to a extent but not all of it. But this...I thought I raised you better then this Alastor" she said in a disappointed tone which took Alastor by surprise a little.
"I..what..are you talking about mom"
"I told you to find a lovely lady and settle down with. Treat her right and provide for her, no where in there did I say to find a man" she huffed out with a bit of annoyance.
"I dont?"
"Your gay!" His mom finally shouted out at him which made him jump some, it's not something he was use to getting from her.
"And worst of all you decided to get hitched to the devil himself! That goes against everything I taught you, you know how much shame you brought to the family? What everyone things about you being gay, you should cut your losses and move on and try and save what dignity you have left" she said as she crossed her arms. At this point Alastor was sitting there in the chair, his breathing had picked up some and his eyes twitched a little as he clenched his fist some as he was trying to be understanding himself, but to hear here talk about his husband as if he was just some common criminal, she didn't know anything about his Lucifer, and all of this because of what, he didn't find a lady.
"Maybe if you wasn't from the stone age" he muttered out.
"What was that"
"I said...If you wasn't from the stone age" he repeated as his moms mouth hung open some, he practically just called her old as hell.
"How dare you speak back to me like that"
"Dont you ever...speak ill of my family Mother, I am gay, I had offsprings with him. I love and cherish everyday with him more then I could even hope to explain...and I am the happiest I have ever been" he said firmly as his mom stared at him in almost disgust.
"Are you listening to yourself!" She started complaining again.
"I raised you to be a decent man, well mannered and to find a lady..not some washed up failure and have 3 spoilt off springs, don't think you can get any worse of a delt hand, you need to leave them and save with little pride you have left" she said but was taken back as Al shot up from his chair and stood before her, his hands were clenched to the point his nails were digging into his skin making his hands start to bleed, his body had a slight tremble to it as the rage was boiling inside of him by now, his eyes were twitching between normal and radial dials as he was making statical buzzing sounds as he was on the ragged edge of loosing all control, he did not take any sort of bad mouthing towards his family, referring to Lucifer as a washed up failure and for her to refer to their kids as spoilt, Alastor had been mad before, but hearing someone talk about his family and especially his kids, this was a new kind of rage that he had never experienced before.
"I am offering you a chance to stop and take back what you have said mother..do not push me or bad mouth my family"
"I am your family!" She shouted out at him now.
"Im starting to question that!" he shouted back as he looked at her as she sat there staring at him, her face was one of shock since Al had never talked back to her, that was one thing she had drilled into him hard growing up. Her face quickly turned to one of hatred, it became clear to her now what he had decided on and the lifestyles he had chosen.
"...you threw yourself in with them...your not my son anymore" she said as she got up and left the room now as Al stood there, turning and grabbing the stroller he pushed it outside before shutting the door as Lucifer landed back on the walkway
and came sprinting over with a smile hoping he didn't miss to much.
"Hey sorry, came as soon as I....could?" He stopped as he saw Alastors facial expressions, it wasn't his natural look he had, he took note of the tense features on his face, the way his eyes where twitching some and the fact that he was still breathing heavier then normal.
"We are leaving, now" he said before walking past him, lucifer looked back at the house before Alastor and quickly walking beside him.
"Babe..what happened" he asked trying to figure out what had happened, he figured Al would've been excited and happy to have met his mom again..not this. But he didn't get anything in reply, looking down he noticed how tightly Al was gripping onto the stroller as well.
"Babe?" he asked again as he put a hand on his arm.
"Not...here, please, let's just get home" he said quietly, Lucifer nodded and didn't push it. They made their way to the gate before going through the portal through hell and back into the lobby of the hotel where the others were at.
"Hey! How did it go!" Charlie asked happily as she sat up from the couch.
"It went well dear, as expected" Al said with his put on smile to hide all his emotions.
"The kids are restless so we came home early, gonna go put them up for their nap now" he said before leaving the lobby and heading towards the elevator.
"Is...he ok Dad?" Charlie asked now as she picked up a little on Alastors mood and the way he was acting, the conversation was short and he left before she had a chance to say anything, it was weird of Al to act like that, especially towards Charlie.
"Hm...oh..yea..he's fine sweetie, just had to leave early like he said" he said following the story Al made up before heading towards the elevator as well.
Getting up to the floor he walked towards the room quickly and opened the door before walking in and seeing Alastor sitting there on the bed, the kids were already in the cribs and he was just sitting there, not focusing on anything, his face was void of all emotions with his hands sitting down on his legs.
"Love...what happened up there?" Lucifer asked as he moved and sat down beside him and grabbed his hand only to feel Al squeeze back, lucifer watched as his body started to tremble some and a tear started to move down his face, Inside Alastors mind his mom disowning him was in a constant loop, she was disappointed in him and of the life he had made for himself.
"She..she s..said I..wasn't her...son anymore" he stuttered out now.
Als brain was crumbling as he slowly lowered his head and let out a pitiful little sob as he started to cry now.