You're not alone

New experience

So in my story I'm not doing the whole female lucifer stuff, kinda weird to me, I'm gonna simply avoid it and leave the details vague on that and let you the reader imagine him how you want to.

Alastor was sleeping in the bed with lucifer snuggled up against him. In a spooned position with Al's hands resting on lucifers protruding middle section. Sitting at 6 months along he was getting rather big in size...and needy, the cravings he's been having and the hormones, he didn't miss any of that when he had charlie. Alastor was awoken from his sleep by constant poking on his shoulder.
"Babe...wake upppp"
"Hmmm...yes darling?"
"Im hungry..." Alastor sat up in bed now.
"What would you like dear?"
"Ice cream...chocolate ice cream"
"One bowl of chocolate ice cream coming up dear" he said as he moved out of bed and made his way downstairs to the kitchen where he seen Husker.
"What has you up at this hour of the morning husker?" Al asked as he moved to the freezer.
"Angel wanted a samich"
"That's nice...so you and Angel going pretty well?"
"Yeah..things are great between us"
Alastor smiled as he nodded his head.
"That's good" he closed the freezer as he got the ice cream out and sat it on the counter before moving and grabbing a bowl and the ice cream spoon.
"Im sorry husk"
This made Husker stop and turn and look at Alastor who was looking at the ice cream scooping it out.
"I know...what its like to have your soul gone, being a puppet at the end of some strings to do their bidding, I don't like being mean to others, at times yes it is quite a thrill I must admit..but not to all of you, you are more then staff..you have become my friends and family" he said while never looking up from the ice cream even though he had finished scooping.
"I..uh...thanks..Al..but if you feel that way...why not break the contract with me?" Husker asked while a bit shocked, trying to process what had just happened, wondering if it's just a dream.
"I...I cant husk..I've tried" He said softly as he gripped the counter a little.
"But you can..your the one that made the contract?" Husk said a little confused. Alastor finally looked up from the ice cream, in the dimly lit kitchen his bright green stitching on his mouth was revealed and husk finally realized it.
"Y..when you said..you know how it feels..you sold your soul?"
Alastor looked at him and nodded some before grabbing the ice cream and putting it back in the freezer.
"My...deal won't let me return souls..or if I did, they go to her..and you don't want that"
"But lucifer...he can break contracts cant he" Alastors ears folded down some at the mentioning of this.
"Its...complicated husk..I...the person who has my soul...is his Ex wife...Lilith" After hearing that news husk wasn't sure what to say as Alastor picked up the bowl and the spoon.
"I..just wanted to say sorry..I'll find a way to get you free Husk" he said before leaving the kitchen now. stopping outside the door he took a few breaths to calm himself and hide his emotions again before opening The door and walking in holding the bowl of ice cream. His heart nearly melted at the sight of lucifers eyes growing wide and acting like a little kid bouncing around on the bed some as he held out his hands.
"Givegivegive"
"Patience my king" Al said with a light chuckle as he walked over to the bed and handed him the bowl before watching him dig into the ice cream. It took him hardly any time at all to enjoy the bowl of it.
"Mmmmmm...that really hit the spot" he said as he put the bowl down off to the side. Looking over he caught Al staring off across the room and instantly picked up on something.
"Whats wrong Al?"
"Hmmm...oh nothing dear, just tired is all" he said as he turned to lucifer only to get a dead pan look in return.
"Alastor Morningstar...your emotional suppressant May work on others but not me, So...why dont we try this again..what's wrong" lucifer asked while crossing his arms. Alastors ears folded down some before sighing. He should've known he couldn't pull a fast one over his husband.
"I...have a deal with...someone that i don't know how to get out of"
"You know I can just break contracts right?" Lucifer asked while looking at him to which Alastor nodded.
"Its...more of who the deal...is with rather then the deal itself" he said softly as lucifer used his hand to motion him on.
"I..well....I sold my soul to...your ex...wife Lilith" he said cautiously as he looked at lucifer who was now frozen in place on the bed before he started to get a bit teary eyed.
"I..w.w.hy didn't you tell me!?" He said as he started to shake some.
"I was..trying to find a way out of it on my own"
"Oh so you don't trust me now!" Lucifer shouted a bit with his hormones bouncing all over.
"No, I mean yes. ugh. What I'm saying is..I know how sore the subject is so I was trying to keep her out of it"
"Get out" He heard as he looked at lucifer now who had a few tears in his eyes.
"Wha...but de"
"GET OUT!" Alastors ears flattened against his head at Lucifer's tone before he looked down and nodded.
"I...as...you wish" he said softly as he got up and left the room leaving lucifer alone. The king sat there in the bed as the tears moved down his face, already not thinking of Lilith but know cursing at himself for yelling at Alastor. He didn't even get him a chance to explain anything.
"H..how could I be..such a idiot" he muttered out as he sat there.
Down in the lobby Alastor had moved to the couch and attempted to get comfortable on it, looking over at the clock realizing it was now almost 4am he sighed...it was gonna be a very long day. Later that morning Alastor was woken up by a gentle tap on the shoulder, looking over he seen Vaggie holding a cup of coffee for him.
"So...what did you do now?" She asked in a bit of a playful manner.
"Don't wanna talk about it" he grumbled out while grabbing the coffee and taking a drink from it before thanking Vaggie. She gave a small smile and nodded her head before heading back to the kitchen, looking over he seen the clock reading 10:36am. Getting up and moving to the kitchen he looked around but didn't see lucifer. He moved to the elevator and made his way up to the room and knocked on the door.
"Luci dear...you in here?"
"Its...its open" he said softly, opening the door he was met with the sight of lucifer on the bed blowing his nose on a tissue.
"Just..grab your stuff and go if your..leaving me" he said sadly.
"Wait..leaving, why would I leave you?" Alastor asked quickly now as he looked at lucifer.
"Because..I yelled at you last night for..being a idiot and not listening to you" he mumbled out before he felt a pair of hands grab his.
"My love...nothing in this world will make me want to leave you, and your not getting rid of me that easily" he said with a soft smile.
"Are you a pain in my ass at times...yes, the biggest pain possible" he said before grabbing lucifers chin as he looked away.
"But I wouldn't have it any other way my dear" he said before he leaned in and kissed him. Which lucifer almost instantly returned, a little sad when it ended.
"I..sorry Al...these stupid hormones have me all over..I Shouldn't have lost it on you last night"
"Its OK dear...I shouldn't have hid it from you either"
Lucifer smiled before he rolled his hand and made a golden contract appear in it before it turned to flames and burned. He watched as the stitching fell from his face as Alastor brought his hands on to it and almost choked on a sob.
"I..I'm free!" He said happily before he hugged lucifer.
"I...did..have a question for you though..and..its ok if you change your mind on us..." He said which made Alastor lean back now with a confused look.
"I..know we wanted a kid..but..what about more kids...like...3...kids?"
He said nervously as he played with his hands before hearing a swishing sound on the bed. Looking down he was able to see Alastors tail wagging around as his ears stood straight up.
"I wanted a big family dear! Maybe not this early but how could I not love this!"
He said as he hugged lucifer again happily. Beyond happy actually, he was gonna be a father to 3 hell spawns of his own, letting them run around and cause chaos and destruction. What was not to love!