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Sorry for the long wait, i couldn't get any motivation to write anything..

Also, anyone have any ideas for a podcast or how to play one?
And apologies if the kids don't seem to be advancing, I dont know much about kids so clueless on how to play them or anything. If you have input, be happy to listen.

Hope you enjoy!

Waking up the next morning, the first thing that came to Alastor was pain and soreness, he let out a soft whine as he shifted some in bed, his ears ached along with his tail from Lucifer using them like a handle on a saddle last night. Yanking on them and holding on for the full ride, and his backside, that was probably the part that hurt the most right now. It was such a un-usual feeling back there and he wasn't quit sure how he felt about it all yet. On one hand he did let Lucifer enjoy himself and he was very quick to return all of the teasing and it wasn't terrible?
On the other hand it was definitely a odd feeling that he didn't know how to feel about, he had no control last night which went against everything he had been thriving to achieve since he had arrived in hell and he just wasn't sure how to feel about all of it yet, looking down he saw Lucifer using his chest as his pillow and held couldn't stop the smile from forming. It made him happy last night, and in the end if Lucifer was happy, Then Alastor was happy as well. As if knowing he was being thought of Lucifer mumbled some as he started to wake up from his slumber, stretching out a little on the bed and yawning before moving his head and looking up at Alastor.
"Mmmm...morning Bambi" he mumbled out in a sleepy voice as he nuzzled his head back into Alastors warm and fluffy chest letting out a content sigh.
"Morning my dear" Alastor said with a light chuckle as he watched Lucifer fighting to stay awake and slowly loosing the battle, he couldn't help but to find the comedy in it, the fearful king of hell, the devil himself subdued by some fluffy fur on a sinners chest. Lucifer lost the battle as he fell back into his peaceful slumber as Alastor reached down and merely ruffled the kings hair some.
"Such a cutie" he said with a hum to himself. Looking over at his phone in the nightstand he reached over and grabbed it and looked at the screen and just stared at it for a little, he had a missed call from non other then his mom. Alastor looked at the screen for a little before swiping it away, deciding to ignore it for now. He sighed some as he sat the phone back down on the nightstand and just stared at the roof, he didn't know why she was calling and quite frankly he didn't want to know right now, he still hasn't forgiven her for how she acted last time. She was not the sweet and caring lady that he remembered, that was a whole different lady up there. Looking down he was met with a pair of eyes staring back at him.
"Whats wrong?" Lucifer asked, as if he could sense the turmoil Alastor was dealing with right now.
"Im...not sure dear, but I'm not going to bother you with it right now, at least until I know what...how I feel about it" he said as Lucifer continued to look at him, seeming unhappy with the answer but understanding.
"So...how was your experience last night?" Al asked as he steering the conversation onto a better course.
"It was really an awesome feeling" he said with a smile as he moved a hand up and sat a finger on his chin.
"Though how did my little buck think of it?" He asked curiously.
"To be honest...im not sure about it, while yes it did feel rather pleasant. It was definitely different and the feeling of not bring in control...Im just..not sure how to handle that yet, I've thrived to be the one in control since I've arrived in hell many years ago, so not being in control last night was definitely weird...but if it makes you happy, who am I to deny you your fun my dear" Al said ending with a smile as he rubbed Lucifers head some.
"We don't have to do it if you don't like it you know, I don't want to make you feel forced into it" he replied knowing it was a very Alastor thing to say and he was honestly expecting a answer like that.
"How about we pick this up later when I have some time to think it over and figure out how I feel about it?" He asked with a smile as Lucifer nodded, approving of this.
"Though next time, not so rough of my ears dear, they are rather sensitive and today, rather painful" he said as he looked away a little, lowering his hears down against his head but with a bit of a wince.
"Awww...I'm sorry babe..I guess I did get a little caught up in the moment last night" he said with a bit of a oopsie laugh. Looking up at him he reached a arm out and gently ran it along Al's ear. Hearing him take in a little breath before letting out a soft hum of relaxation.
"That feel better bambi?" Lucifer asked as he continued to stroke along Alastors ears, gently caressing them like a super light massage.
"Please...dont stop dear" Al muttered out as his tail started to wag some underneath him, his eyes remained closed as his body was relaxing and his ears weren't aching anymore for the moment, fully enjoying feeling Lucifers gentle touch on his ears. Lucifer smiled at this as he moved and laid down on top of Al's body so he could now reach up with both hands and caress both ears at the same time. Alastor let out a soft moan in delight as he felt like his body was sinking into the bed, going limp almost and just savoring the feeling of Lucifers touch, fixing the damage he had caused last night. Alastor was off in another world right now of relaxation and it was utterly glorious, one point where the sensitive ears are beneficial.
"Do I need to fix your tail as well dear?" Lucifer asked with a smile as he was watching his husband practically turn to puddy in his hands, melting at his touch all by caressing and lightly massaging his ears. Without even answering Alastor rolled onto his said making lucifer slide off of him leaving them in a cuddled like position, moving a hand down from his ears Lucifer soon found the eagerly wagging tail waiting for her turn of attention. Gently grasping it in his hand he felt Al's body tense up even more in anticipation as Lucifer started to gently caress his tail. Alastor let out another soft moan of appreciation as the soreness was being massaged away with each stroke, his ears were more sensitive but it was the fact that he now had both his ears and his tail being massaged together that made it so special for him, and such pleasurable. This continued of for a bit until Alastor seemed to be satisfied with his care.
"That feel better Bambi?" Lucifer asked with a smile as Alastor had his own smile plastered onto his face while he nodded.
"Sooo much better love" he said before leaning up and giving lucifer a peck on the lips.
"Thank you my king"
"So, what all do you have planned today?" Lucifer asked.
"Well, I was planning on trying out that podcast idea that you had mentioned, but I'm not quite sure what I would even talk about. So I need to do some thinking on that, and then of course playing with the little ones." He said as Lucifer smiled at this.
"I need to run a couple of errands and then also have a meeting I've been pushing off for a little bit now, might as well get it over with" he said with a bit of a groan.
"That reminds me. I haven't been to a overlord meeting in a while now...though I am a king of hell not a overlord anymore so I suppose that would cover that part for missing all of them" he said as he thought about it.
The 2 kings finally got out of bed to start their days off, and Alastor was definitely feeling last night.
"Gah...how do you walk after this" he complained as he grabbed the desk to support himself now while lucifer merely giggled.
"The pain is worth it my love" he said as he put a hand on his shoulder.
"Glad my plans involve staying in the hotel" he muttered out as he straightened himself and took off, walking weirdly compared to his normal posture. The day went rather smoothly as Alastor sat in his radio tower watching the kids play around on the floor, It was now nearly 6pm and he had spent a majority of his time trying to figure out how the podcast would even work or what to talk about and wasn't having much luck with ideas before he felt his phone ringing again. Reaching down into his pocket he pulled it out and looked and saw it was his mom trying again. Alastor looked at the phone as it continued to ring in his hands, what did she even want, to yell at him more or something. He honestly wasn't sure at this right now but decided there was only one way to find out. He hit answer and brought the phone up to his head but didn't say anything.
"Alastor...are..you there?" A voice called out to him. But a different tone, this one..there was something different about it.
"I know..I dont have any business to be calling you or anything but I'm just.." there was a long pause on the other end of the phone before his eyes widened some as he heard it.
"Im..Im sorry"