So I wanted to cry while writing this. Just a fair warning. Sakaar is a me or you that was kree born. Yon-Rogg is their father and one day y/n went missing and ended up on Sakaar. Met Loki, fought the Hulk, ended up injured, teleported to space and froze myself, the ravagars found them, took them in and became a ravager, till reunited with Yon-Rogg and he lead a attack that killed a lot of Yondu's crew. Then the whole cursed to never exist happened so y/n's history was reset and all that never happened. All of the mes or yous know about Sakaar but only those that work for the TVA will know about Sakaar.
Y/N POV:
After dying I ended up in a time loop in the underworld that kept reliving the day I had to watch as the ravagers were killed in front of me. And now I live with the regret.
"I'm so sorry" I said trying to hold back the tears.
The ravagers and guardians stood there. I remember having to watch most of them die when my father killed them. It was hell. Peter later punched me in the face. I honestly feel like I deserved it.
"I didn't mean for any of it to happen" I said as a few tears fell.
"There is nothing you could of done" said Hades.
"I watched everyone die" I said crying.
Hades walked up to me and put his hand on my shoulder.
"It's not your fault" said Hades.
I wiped my eyes and dropped the sword.
"What would you say to them if you had the chance" said Hades.
"I'm sorry. I know that I couldn't stop my dad from killing everyone. I relive that day all the time thinking about what I would of done differently. I was once told no one likes me because I piss people off. I feel like in many ways she was right. If you never met me then you never would of been killed like that. I try to stop Sakaar from happening again. I can't relive it that moment again. And I know, you'll never forgive me" I said.
I created a kleenex and wiped my face.
"But I guess that doesn't matter because none of you are even here. You're just a illusion" I said.
Yondu walked to me and hugged me. Which means he isn't a illusion. He's real. I thought they were just more illusions.
"No one blames you" said Yondu.
Some others walked up and hugged me as I cried.
"We all wish things could of ended differently. But you will always be welcome as a Ravager" said Kraglin.
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"Temperature is 110 now" said Maria.
I opened my eyes to see I'm in the helicarrier med room on a bed.
"Hey, you okay" asked Stephen.
I burst out crying as I laid there.
"Y/n is stable for now but shouldn't be left alone" said Bruce.
"I'll watch them" said Quill.
Some others left and Quill pulled up a chair. He grabbed my hand and held it.
"Hey, listen to me. You're going to be alright" said Quill.
"I'm pretty sure I died" I said.
"Ya but you're back" said Quill.
I silent cried as I thought about everything.
"Are you in pain" asked Quill.
I shook my head no.
"I went to the afterlife for a couple minutes" I said.
I created a kleenex and wiped my face.
"I watched some of my friends die. I couldn't save them" I said.
"You shouldn't blame yourself" said Quill.
We were silent as I cried for a minute.
"May I sit with you" asked Quill.
I sat up and Quill sat next to me. He grabbed his zune and started to pick a song.
"I had my mother Meredith die years ago. I use to spend every night thinking about how I could of stopped it from happening" said Quill.
He picked a song and gave me a ear bud. We each put one in.
"How did you get over it" I asked.
"I didn't. I know there was nothing I could of done to stop it but I still think about what I could of done differently or if we had a different doctor. Some things you never get over. You just have to learn how to live with it" said Quill.
He played the the song Father and Son by Cat Stevens. Quill put his arm around me and held me as I cried.
"It's not time to make a change. Just relax, take it easy. You're still young" the zune played.
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