Chapter 19

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*Chasity's P.O.V.*

"Happy Birthday to you!!" they all sang to me. I was laughing so much because their singing is so out of tune.

Brendon was in front of Pete, Andy, Joe, and Dallon while holding the drum-shape cake they brought for me. Patrick, on the other hand, is just leaning on the door some meters away from us. We're inside our recording studio and it's my birthday today so we made this way our day-off, but unfortunately, they all have errands to run this day too so soon they'll be leaving me alone.

"I promise we'll make it up to you, Chasity," Joe said to me with a guilty face while putting his things inside his bag. We just finished nomming the cake and all of them are on their way out and it's only eight in the morning.

"Yeah, we're very sorry." Andy and Pete said at the same time.

"Don't worry, you'll be seeing a lot of me on tour, we'll make it up to you then," Dallon said then winked at me.

"It's really okay guys, I'll just be here making time fly with my drums," I said and giggled. They all went out and I was about to go the other way, but then Brendon walked towards me.

"Hey, Chas. Happy Birthday." He said and I smiled at him. "Sorry, we really have to meet someone today."

"Brends, I told you it's o—" suddenly he smiled so brightly at me and he patted my head.

My heart suddenly beats faster, I really love pats in the head sometimes I'm thinking maybe I'm a part dog or cat. I was left staring at Brendon feeling my face burning hot.

"Glad you're smiling and laughing like that again, don't let that go now," He said sincerely and I was left speechless. "You look cute, you're blushing." He said then gave me another pat, before he walks out of the room.

I let a second or two pass before I move again, I was too mesmerized with his smile and his actions. Brendon and I have really become close these days because of the rehearsal we're having with them and I know that our friendship will continue because we'll be having a tour together. But I was fortunate enough to have him now, at least I'm laughing and smiling again because of him.

I looked around the place, thinking that I was alone and I was really shocked to see Patrick standing there. Staring at me and I somehow saw the longing in his eyes. Maybe I was also interpreting this too much, but why do I feel like he was jealous?

"Hey," I told him and gave him a small smile. "How about you? You don't have any appo—

"No, I'm staying here." He answered me immediately and went inside the live room.

After a while, I was hearing him playing his drum set inside. It was one of my favorite song – Trees by Twenty One Pilots. I smiled a little, this is the song we always have a drum duet like Josh and Tyler do on their live shows. I sighed and walked inside the live room too, sitting in front of my drum set, finding a good way to join the beat. I wish he wouldn't leave. Before I realized it, I and Patrick are playing together again like we used to before. The beat was intense too and we're so passionate about playing the drums, I was catching a glimpse of him too and I can somehow see a small smile on his lips.

"I want to say HELLO! Na na na na na na, hello...hello." I sang softly till the song ends. "I just want to say hello." I murmured the moment we stopped playing while looking at my drumsticks.

I pushed myself to look at him beside me and he was already staring at me. I smiled, wishing he would do the same...but he didn't.

"Happy Birthday." He said coldly then he stood up and left the live room.

I looked back at my drumstick and laughed sadly there. I thought everything will be fine now, but I'm wrong again. Maybe this is just his gift for me...but this is okay than nothing.

"Stupid me," I said. I know he can't hear me outside, I was sure that the controls outside are off. And I can't see Patrick anywhere there too. "I'm outside the door, invite me in. So we can go back and PLAY PRETEND." I sang, remembering my wish earlier. "Is it bad that I wished he'd treat me as his best friend again even just for this day?" I said to myself.

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*Patrick's P.O.V.*

"Is it bad that I wished he'd treat me as his best friend again even just for this day?" I heard her from inside the live room, she probably doesn't know that I can hear her.

I sighed there, I really miss her too but my pride is holding me and I really hated it. I can see that I'm really being rude to her and even the guys are getting annoyed with me because of my mean words to her. I don't really know if I'll be happy with her closeness to Brendon because since then she became cheerful and happy again...well, that was the positive side to that...but I don't know, I'm somehow getting awkward whenever I see them together...it's like I'm getting jealous or whatever.

It's her birthday today, and she's all alone and her only wish is for me to treat her like Chase again. Maybe...just for a day. I'm not sure where would this take us, but I think it's worth the shot besides, I'm going crazy not talking to her again.

I took off my fedora hat and I entered the live room again. She was shocked and curiously looked at me. I sighed and I gave her a smile before walking behind her, pulling up her hair and putting the fedora on her to hide her long hair. I really want to see her as Chase again, seeing her as Chasity makes me remember Winona somehow and that's really not a good thing. I walked in front of him after and smiled further.

"There. Get your ass up there, the day is still young, we have a lot of things to do." I said to her and she was stunned while looking at me. I pulled her up and smiled at her. "I'm not sure where this will take us...but I think it's worth the shot. And also, happy birthday. Just go with the flow." I said.

I somehow saw that she about to break down there, but she's holding back her feelings which I'm really thankful for. I want to enjoy this day, get things back the way they used to be...maybe...maybe it's worth the shot.

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"Get it, Patrick! Shoot it! Come on, dude!" Chasity's been screaming beside me while I try to shoot the water balloons which are meters away from me.

We're both inside a small amusement park and we've been having the best time of our lives...like we used to be before.

"Calm down, Chase!" I told her and shot my toy gun, but it missed.

"You're still not good on aiming at things." She said while laughing. Chasity is still wearing my fedora hat which really looks cute on her. I also love the way it hides her long hair.

We continued to play around the amusement park and I managed to forget all my hatred towards her and I really hope this continues. I've never been this happy for the last four months so I really got this going for me. I really thought that she'll be a different person in girl form, but I was wrong. She still has Chase's personality and she's a lot bubblier now.

"Hey, is there something on my face?" she suddenly asked me. Turns out I was staring at her for a while. We're both riding a Ferris wheel currently.

"Um...nothing. Look, Chase...Chasity...I'm very sorry." I said. Chasity just stared at me, and slowly a smile appears on her face. She pulled me into a hug and I can feel him whimpering.

"I fucking missed you." She murmured and I hugged her back tightly.

This was really worth the shot.


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