Bad Girl And Her Bad Boy - Austin Mahone Fanfiction

Chapter 7 pt 2

Nicole

I finished the song in 3 hours because I kept ripping pages and I couldn't finish a sentence without crying. I stayed for another hour enjoying the view of Miami before heading back to the house

I turned on my car and drove for 20 minutes because I took the long way home, I parked my car next to Colton before sneaking in the house, they were all probably in their rooms since it was quiet, I quickly went down the stairs where the gym, hospital room, etc. I went to the door at the end of the hall and punched in the numbers to the room where my piano was placed, I quit playing and singing after my parents death, they were the only ones I would sing too.

I walked in and sat down on the bench and opened the piano, I put my notebook in front of me and started pressing the keys to get a good beat that goes with the song, once I got it I softly started singing

'I can hear your laugh
It's ringing through the hallways
I can see your smile
It's what gets me through my hard days
And your words was suppose to get me through my heartache, before my heartbreak
There's an emptiness that only few ever fill
And I somehow missed the meaning of love that is real
And it compliments my scars that will never heal' I sang with tears rolling down my cheeks at thought of my mother

'Maybe I didn't deserve you
Maybe I just couldn't cure you
They told me that I didn't hurt you
Why do I feel like I turned you?
Maybe I don't understand it
Tell me is this how you planned it?
Did you see us so stranded
Maybe I'm to much too manage' as I was singing I started at the wall straight ahead of me, picturing my parents there watching me play and sing

I took a deep breath because I felt my throat close up before continuing

'And if you weren't gonna guide me
Why bring me into the light?
Must have done something to make you want to run and hide
Why oh why didn't you just live your life?
And every girl needs a mother
And damn it I needed you
Instead you duck for cover
And you ran from the truth
And like kids do
You waited around for proof' Tears were furiously running down my cheek from the thought of Jake

'Maybe I didn't deserve you
Maybe I just couldn't cure you
They told me that I didn't hurt you
Why do I feel like I turned you?
Maybe I don't understand it
Tell me is this how you planned it?
Did you see us so stranded
Maybe I'm to much too manage'

'Maybe I didn't deserve you' I started to sob once I sang the last verse, I wrote this song about my parents, Isaac, Jake and God for taking the three people I ever loved

I put my head in my hands and sobbed

Jake

Nicole has been gone for a while now and I'm really worried, I should've agreed for her to be homeschooled, I shouldn't have called her a bitch for not wanting to go somewhere where it would only bring sad memories and most importantly I should've been there when she needed me the most. Colton was right.

I got up and grabbed my car keys, walked out of my room and down the stairs bumping into Colton "wait!" I said as he continued walking up the stairs "I'm sorry for telling you those words, you were right. You and Scott were more of a brother to her than I was and I'm sorry for being a dumbass and being the worst best friend" I looked down "aww is Jacob Nunez going soft on me?" He asked "don't push it" I said sternly making him chuckle "I appreciate and accept your apology but I'm not the one you should be apologizing to" he said patting my back