You Should Be With Me (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 11: Party & Present

    A month past, it was already November. The news of my miscarriage was still upsetting. My family, the boys, and Collin were helping me through it. My arm healed quickly, my heart hadn't. Things were calm. Collin wasn't getting upset about me being with the guys. He had wanted to have sex, but I just wasn't up for it. He would get upset and be a jerk about it, but he'd turn around and be nice later on. 

We didn't spend much time together. He was mostly at Amanda's working on that project. Collin was going to throw a party tonight at his house. His parents were out of town again, and mine went on a date for the night. He wanted me to go nice and dressed up, which I didn't hesitate. I was feeling much better, and was I up for dressing up. I wore a white dress that came off my shoulders and black pointed-toe flats with rhinestones on it. It was more of an elegant look, I liked looking classy. I put on black eyeliner and everything else looked natural. 

I had invited the boys as well. I couldn't wait, it would be the first party Collin threw that I had friends going to. Of course, I asked if I could invite them. At first he didn't agree, but then after I asked a second time, and pretty much begged him, he said yes. 

People were arriving. The girls gave me ugly looks while the guys looked like they wanted to lift up my dress and put something inside me. Pervs. There was loud music and a lot of booze. 

When the boys got here, I rushed to them and hugged them all. Within seconds, they all dispersed. Harry flirting with the girls. Niall eating all the different foods. Louis on the dance floor. Liam and Zayn hanging out on the couch. I tried looking for Collin but he was nowhere to be found. I joined Louis on the dance floor and we had a good time. 

A really upbeat song called I Love It by Icona Pop came on. The boys and I danced together in a group to it. Others started joining in. We also danced to Footloose by Kenny Loggins and Red Cup Hands Up Long Brown Hair by Boys Like Girls:

She's crazy

I don't care

Cause I'm crazy bout the girl with the

Red Cup Hands Up Long Brown Hair

Collin finally came out and danced with me during Give Me Everything (Tonight) by Pitbull. He would grind on me and I would step a bit further. I liked it, but I just didn't want to grind at that moment. When the song ended, he took me to his bedroom. I sat on his bed and he sat right next to me. He gave me a kiss. It was sweet at first. Then he slipped his tongue in, and I just didn't want to make out. I could taste the beer in his mouth. He pushed me back on the bed and got on top, his fingers trailing up my thighs. I tried pushing him off, but he wouldn't move. I kept trying to get him off, but he simply pinned my arms to the mattress. 

"Stop, Collin. Get off." 

He still didn't move. 

"Please," I begged. 

He still wouldn't stop. I kicked him in the balls, and he finally got off. 

"What the hell was that for?!" He said groaning. 

I was about to open the door, but he pulled me back. 

"You don't kick me when I'm trying to make love to you," he said as he slapped my face. 

Liam walked as it happened. Collin tried pushing him back out, but Liam clocked him right in the face. Collin knocked out. I stepped toward Liam to stop him from beating him up more. He grabbed my hand, leading me out of the room as I held my cheek. He took me to the kitchen and put something cold against my cheek. Louis, Niall and Zayn walked in.

"What happened?!" they all yelled. 

They looked angry. Niall lifted the cold soda can off my cheek.

"I'm going to kill whoever did this to you!" Zayn yelled.

"It's ok. Liam took care of it," I said reassuringly.

We got Harry, and left the party. We got in Zayn's van and drove off. Harry turned around from the front passenger seat and saw my cheek, asking what happened. Liam told him what he had seen. I hadn't mentioned to any of them that he almost raped me. I'm sure they would've been furious. They dropped Harry and myself off first. I said thanks to the boys before closing the car door. I didn't even bother talking to Harry. I just simply said bye and left to my house. 

My parents still weren't home. I got in my bed and sobbed into my pillow. I didn't think Collin would ever hit me. I loved him and he just abused me. He almost raped me. I turned on Pandora and fell asleep.

   I stayed home with my parents Sunday morning. They went shopping and said they'd come back in a few hours. I wanted to go, but they said I couldn't. It was a surprise. I watched Disney movies until they got back. 

When they did, my mom told me to go to my room. After a few minutes, they called me downstairs. There was a big box with wrapping paper. It wasn't my birthday or anything, so I was shocked at the random present.

"We know it's not your birthday, but we hope you like it."

I stepped forward and unwrapped it. I heard yelping coming from inside the box. I  started to open the box excitedly and found a puppy once it was ripped enough.

"Oh my God! You guys got me a puppy?!" I said excitingly. 

They nodded their heads and I let out a girly yell. I hugged them both. It was a German Shepard with a blue collar. In a gift bag they brought out, there was a leash and other necessities. My parents had bought everything for him already. I was so excited. 

"What are you going to name him?" my father asked. 

I thought about it. "Samson."

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   I was going to take Samson on a walk. I stepped out of the house and saw the boys.

"Hey Lana!" Louis yelled. 

They all looked in my direction. They saw my new puppy and came running towards me. It scared Samson for a bit, but then he wagged his tail and started jumping up.

"When'd you get a dog?" Zayn asked.

"Just now, my parents went to the store and came back with this surprise."

"What'd you name him?" asked Niall.

"Samson. You guys wanna come along on our walk?"

"Sure," they all said.

    We took him to the park a block away. We taught him how to fetch a ball, how to sit, how to lay down, and even how to play tag. We spent about 4 hours at the park with my new pup teaching him tricks. After we taught him how to play tag, we spent another hour playing with him. 

We all got back home to my house at 4 p.m. We were a bit sore, so we hopped in my jaccuzzi. It was very relaxing. Harry tried playing footsie with me, but I just giggled and didn't respond back. My parents ordered pizza and hot wings. They asked Harry to invite his parents over, and they agreed. Samson would bark everytime we splashed water at each other. The boys and Harry's parents left the house at 7:30. I looked at my phone and saw a text from Collin.

I don't remember much from last night, but I know I hurt you. I'm so so so so sorry, baby. Please forgive me. :(

I don't know why, but I forgave him. Maybe it was cause I loved him, or was too scared to let go. 

    I fell asleep. And Samson fell asleep with me. I wish I didn't have school tomorrow. He was going to be all alone in the side yard. My parent had gotten him a fence and a little dog hut. We placed bones and chew toys for him to play with while I was gone to school. I cuddled him that night and I felt him lick my face. Little puppy kisses. I had lost my baby, but Samson was going to be my baby and another best friend.