You Should Be With Me (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 51: True Colors, Real Feelings

Harry's POV

    I was surprised Amber reacted so crazy and controlling. I'd never seen her like that. I kept it cool though. I didn't want to create unnecessary drama that didn't even need to exist. She was very clingy at the beach. It was fun and all, but she was always with me. I had no time with Lanna what's so ever. I was going to ask her out. I hope she says yes. I'm not even sure if she likes me more than just a friend. You gotta take risks though, right?

    I was driving my car home at the moment. I was thinking about Alannah. I was thinking of how I could ask her out. I sent the boys a text saying I was going to do it soon. Zayn was with her at the moment. They were at her house just hanging out and watching movies.

    I pulled into my street and parked my car. I debated whether to go and knock on Alannah's door or not. I thought about it, then my feet just took me there. I knocked on the door and felt my hands clam up. I've never been this nervous around her. I definitely had feelings for her. She was the only girl that has made me feel nervous. She had some kind of hold on me.

    I turned around and started to go down her porch steps. I heard the door open, and turned around. I saw the most beautiful girl stand in front of me. She made time stop, making each second feel like a minute.

"Hey, Haz."

"Hey, Lan," I said walking towards her.

"Wanna come in? Zayn and I are watching movies."

"Yeah, sure."

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    We watched 3 movies before Zayn and I finally left. We watched Sixteen Candles, The Inbetweeners, and The Jerk Theory. As we were about to walk Zayn to the door, the doorbell rang. We all made our way to the door. Alannah opened the door and my eyes filled with anger. 

"What do you want, Collin?" she asked.

What was he doing here?

"I just wanted to stop by and hang out, like we use to."

"We are nothing like how we were before. Now, go away," she said closing the door.

He stopped her, and opened the door wider. Zayn and I were in clear view.

"Oh, so you dig the threesome sex now? Wow, Lanna. You're like the other girls now."

Was he implying that she was a slut? What?!

"No, we're just here to watch movies," Zayn said, sternly.

"Sorry, but we actually respect Alannah. We're nothing like you," I said, clenching my fists in anger.

    He backed off a bit. He must have seen my fists. I was getting irritated by the way he treated Alannah. Like she was just a piece of arse. Someone he could just have sex with.

"You better go, Collin. And don't ever come back," Lanna said firmly.

    He left and I closed the door. I didn't want him to see Zayn and I were about to leave. He would just come back and bug her. I had to do what I had to do. I wanted to be the one to hold her and protect her. I wanted to call her mine.

"You ok?" I asked, after Zayn left.

"Yeah, he just drains me emotionally," she said sighing and looking down.

I lift her chin up and looked into her brown eyes.

"You have me," I said.

"I know. I love you for that. You're always there for me."

"I promised."

Her eyes had that sparkle. The same sparkle it always has when we look deep into each others' eyes. The eyes I've become grown to. The eyes of the girl I love. I caress her cheek, as she puts her hands around my waist. This has never felt so real.