You Should Be With Me (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 23: Just A Dream (Harry's POV)

    I felt her lips on mine. Our lips moved together, passionately. Her hands reached my curls. I cupped her perfecty natural tan skin. I waited for this moment. It was a moment to remember. I loved her, she was everything I wanted. I felt the minutes pass. We detached our lips. I looked into her eyes, beautiful and brown.

"I love you, Harry," Alannah said in a whisper.

"I love you too, Lana," I said, putting our foreheads together.

   We laid in bed together that night. As I went out to reach for her to hold her close, my hand just fell onto the cold empty sheet. I opened my eyes to not see her at the edge of the bed. I shot up and looked around me. 

There was a blonde in my bed. The girl I had took to get ice cream at the parlor. I was devestated. I could've sworn it was Alannah that was right next to me. Was it really just a dream? Was it an illusion I had created in my head that she was by my side in my bed? I sighed. The girl next to me woke up.

"Good morning," she said looking at me in awe.

"Morning."

"I had fun last night," she said smiling. She got out of bed with nothing but the sheet around her.

    I had slept with a girl to get my mind off of Alannah. It was low, even for me. The girl, Allison, went to put her clothes on. I just stared at the ceiling, thinking about the biggest mistake I had just done. I was still bummed that Lana would never be mine.

    Once Allison left my house, I decided to go to the beach for a run. I needed to clear my mind. Trying not to think of any girl. Of course, though, I had a few girls from school bump into me and said hi. I politely said hello back and kept running. I ran into an unexpect person there. Collin. He looked at me and gave me an a dirty look. I ignored it, I wasn't going to let him ruin my run. It was bad enough I needed to go on this run to clear my mind from him having the girl I loved. I saw Amanda by his side. I saw her mouth something to him, which he later stopped glaring at me. I kept running. Once I ran about a mile and a half, I ran back home.

   After my shower and rest, I just sat out on my porch on this Saturday afternoon. I was thinking about the soccer game that was coming up on Tuesday. Girls had sent me text messages they were going to go to support me and the team. Mostly me. I was tired of girls at the moment. I texted the lads to see if they wanted to hang out. A girl-free hang out. Just us playing games, jamming out, and talking about anything but girls.