Draco Malfoy imagines

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"Draco, what's been going on with you lately?" you asked. You were extremely irritated with him, seeing as how he had been ignoring you for nearly two weeks.

And now you were sitting in his bedroom, trying to figure out what had been up with him lately.

"Nothing's wrong with me. I'm fine (Y/N)." he mumbled, annoyed.

But you knew he was lying. He had bags under his eyes, his hair was unreasonably messy, and he had been getting angry at the tiniest things lately. Something was obviously wrong.

You huffed at him. "You're lying. Something's wrong with you, just please tell me what it is!" You were staring at him with sad eyes. Why couldn't he just tell you what was wrong?

"(Y/N) nothing is wrong with me. I'm fine. Quit asking me." Draco raised his voice a little at you.

You stood up, now upset. "You're such a liar."

He raised his eyebrows at you. "Excuse me?"

"You're a liar." you said angrily, "You've been ignoring me for the past two weeks, and I'm sick and tired of it! I want to know what's wrong with you so I can help you, but you're not letting me! What happened, Draco?"

Draco stared at you with anger in his eyes. "How dare you call me a liar? I've told you nothing but the truth ever since we started dating! And you decide to tell me I've been lying to your face?"

"That's exactly what I'm telling you!" you were yelling now, "You never wanna hang out with me, you get angry with me over the tiniest things, every time you look at me all I see is either anger or annoyance in your eyes, and you don't even wanna kiss me anymore let alone touch me!"

Draco got up in your face, yelling at you. "That's a load of bullshit and you know that!"

You didn't wanna back away and say "forget it" but right now you were terrified. What was he thinking right now?

"Bullshit?! Are you kidding me? Draco, you know exactly what I'm talking about, now tell me what the hell is wrong with you so I can help you god dammit!" you yelled back.

"NOTHING'S WRONG. I AM FINE. YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S FUCKING OVERREACTING. LEAVE ME ALONE AND QUIT ACTING LIKE AN ANNOYING BITCH." Draco was yelling at the top of his lungs.

You dropped your jaw at what he just said. Did he really just say that?

You couldn't believe what he said, and so your rage came out like a tidal wave.

"I'M THE ANNOYING BITCH?! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WON'T TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU. QUIT ACTING LIKE AN ARROGANT PRICK AND FUCKING TELL ME ALREADY."

Unfortunately, his rage came out too.

"SHUT UP ALREADY!"

You felt his hand connect with your face in a hard slap across your cheek.

Time stopped. All you could feel in that moment was his hand hitting your cheek, and you being pushed against the wall from his slap.

You gasped and let out a loud squeak. You touched the place where his hand hit you and looked up at him, slowly sinking into the floor.

Draco took a moment to think about what he had just done and in less than a second, his face was overcome with horrified sadness.

He looked at you, sitting against the wall, your knees up to your chest and your eyes staring up at him in fright.

What had he done?

"Baby...baby I'm so sorry..."

Draco tried to reach down to touch you but was unsuccessful.

"No, no don't touch me! Don't, please!" Tears came streaming down your face and you tried backing yourself up against the wall even more but it was no use seeing as how you were already up against it.

Draco stared at you. This was the last thing he wanted to do. He never wanted to hurt you like this, ever. But somehow he had. And he was so ashamed and angry with himself. He fell to his knees and tears came streaming down his face.

"Babe, (Y/N) listen, I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you, I'm so sorry." he tried reaching out for your hand but you cried even harder and scooted away from him slightly.

But he still crawled over to you anyway, despite your protests.

He cried as he gently pulled you into him, despite your hands beating against his chest and trying to push him away.

Finally, you gave up and curled up into yourself as he pulled you into his chest, waterfalls coming down both of your faces.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Oh God, I'm so sorry." he sobbed out into your hair as you trembled in his arms.

He let out loud cries as he held you tightly.

"I'm so sorry. Baby, I'm so sorry. I love you so so so so so much, kitten. I'm so sorry, I'm such a dick. I'm so fucking sorry, I swear to God I'm sorry."

You emitted loud sobs from your throat as you kept shaking underneath him. It broke your heart that Draco really hit you, but regardless, you still loved him.

You both kept sobbing loudly for a while.

Then Draco spoke again. "(Y/N) I don't expect you to forgive me but please...please find in you to forgive me. Please for the love of God, forgive me. I can't do this without you (Y/N), please forgive me."

"Forgive me." he loudly sobbed into your hair.

You slowly sat up, wiping your tears with your sleeve and looked at him.

You sat there, waiting for him to make a move as he stared back at you.

Slowly, he reached up a hand to touch the spot on your cheek he had hit. You stared at his hand, praying he wouldn't hit you again.

His fingers slowly caressed your cheek. Your cheek was still very much red, so he slowly placed his entire hand over your cheek.

You were still very much afraid of him, but as he looked at you with the tears in his eyes staining his cheeks, somehow that washed away. He was truly sorry, you could see that now. Draco never wanted to hit you, it was just an extremely ugly side of him that should never came out.

"Forgive me, my love." he sobbed out, "Forgive me. I still love you baby, and I'm so sorry."

"What happened to you?" you said in almost a whisper.

He cried even harder. "I became a Death Eater."

You widened your eyes in horror.

"Two weeks ago."

You slowly reached over to his sleeve and pulled it up, revealing a little bit of the mark.

Your hands flew over your mouth and stared at him. He cried loudly and dropped his hand. His head now dropped and his gaze was now fixated on the floor.

"Don't go...I still need you..." he cried softly.

Slowly, you pulled him to your lap and he buried his face in your skirt, still crying.

You couldn't leave him, especially now. This was the part in his life when he needed you most. Though his becoming a Death Eater still certainly did not excuse for his behavior, you decided to forgive him anyway. He needed you, and you weren't about to leave the love of your life.

"I forgive you..." you whispered.

Draco clutched your skirt tighter in his hands and sobbed harder.

"I love you." he sobbed out again.

You leaned down and kissed his head, trying your hardest to not break down crying again. "I love you too..."