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Cameron's P.O.V.
"Why isn't she breathing?!" I yelled at every single one of them at the top of my lungs. I've caught myself completely off guard with how crazy I'm acting right now. I've never screamed so loud, or cried so much.
I held her in my arms, not letting anyone else near her expect for the damn ambulance who hasn't fucking arrived yet.
Like how long does it fucking take to get here?
"Cameron, listen." Lyla said, and I immediately rolled my eyes. She disgust me.
Even though I never liked her, I feel bad. I feel like someone has punched me right in the fact.
Like, I feel like the stupid one in this whole situation.
I was the one being played- or at least more than Jessi was.
I kept my eyes on her, and nothing but her. She was so beautiful.
I feel like I'm telling myself that she's okay, but she's not.
"Look what I've done." I said more than once.
How could I not blame myself for this?
Look what I've done to her.
This is all on me.
I'm the screw up.
"You didn't do anything." Julian said, touching my shoulder, and I quickly moved away from her, giving her the worst look possible.
I was hurt. Not only because of Jessi and how she's basically dying in my arms at the minute- or at least that's what it feels like- but it's the fact that Julian set all of this up. Like, she knew Jessi and I would just get back together if she hired someone to date me to make Jessi jealous.
Jessi and I were suppose to find our way back to each other on our own. This was never suppose to happen.
"They're here!" Lyla's dad basically ran to the door, and that's when I picked Jessi up.
And it was that moment, that I realized how weak I felt- and it wasn't because of Jessi. It was that all of the energy I had or previously had was completely drained. I probably look so lost- so miserable.
My knees gave out, and I almost dropped her.
"Cameron let me help.." Lyla said quietly, attempting to touch Jessi.
"I fucking got her." I growled, using every bit of my strength to stand back, but I ended up just falling again. I rested my head onto hers, breathing harder than I should be.
"Cameron we have to take her." Lyla's dad said, taking Jessi from my grip, and I screamed, knowing it was the best thing to do at the moment.
"You fucking bastard!" I was in the floor, still in the same position from where I had previously fell, my mouth wide open. Why am I crying so bad?
Why am I hurting so bad? Why am I so weak right now?
Maybe because someone just took the most precious thing straight out of my fucking arms.
"Come here." I heard Julian softly said, sitting on the floor where I was and embracing me into a hug.
"I hurt her." I cried, holding my head like a crazy person.
Maybe I am crazy.
Maybe I'm just one fucked up human being.
"We all did." Julian said.
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OMG sorry it was short, I just wanted to update Cameron's POV!! I hope you all are.. Idk LOL
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Fanfiction"No, it's either- it's either we're fighting or we're not. There's either something wrong, or everything's perfect. You know Cameron, I don't even know what love is." I cried, turning to face his weakened body. "I never did."
