Human // c.d

90

"It's nice to know you're awake." I smiled through my sarcasm.

He raised his eyebrows and walked pass me, "You're mad."

"I just don't understand how you get so pissed off at me for going somewhere without telling you, but you can?"

"Jessi, I went to see Nash for a little bit. It wasn't a big deal. And you? You went some psychotic dick's house who beats women for the pleasure of it."

I gulped, "Okay.."

"Okay?" He mimicked me. "This isn't the fucking Fault In Our Stars, Jessi."

"Oh, so when I don't agree with what you say, you're a dick, but whenever I do, you're an even bigger one than before." I half screamed, knowing Ellie was in the bathroom taking a shower.

"Okay, but for the record, you're the one with the attitude." He barked.

My face turned red, "Why are we even arguing?"

"Ask yourself. You're the one that's picking a fight."

"You're the one who left without telling me where you were going? And I know I did the same, but I was trying to get something done. I was trying to save the woman who practically raised me!" I slammed my hand down on the table, and it didn't take but one second for Cam to be in my face.

"Why were you so worried about me, Jessi? Don't you understand that I'm 20 years old. I can take care of myself."

"Why are you being mean to me?" I huffed in his face which was literally an inch away from mine.

"Wait, I have to remind you of something." He changed the subject, "You remember that time when we were at your Uncle Will's house-"

"You mean my fathers house?" I rolled my eyes.

"Whatever. Anyways, you remember that day when you, Maggie, Charlie, and Madison all went out for a girls day?"

"I remember, why?" I crossed my arms.

"Do you remember what you told me that day, Jessi?" He asked, and my eyes lowered.

"You were so pissed off at me because I was always so worried about you. I didn't understand. You were practically pushing me away because you'd never had someone who had cared for you like I did. It was like a fucking shocker to you to know that someone could actually love you like I do."

"What's your point?" I gulped, not daring to look in his eyes.

"If I can't worry about you too much, don't worry about me too much."

"That was so long ago, and I apologized." I said.

"Sorry doesn't actually fix everything sweetheart." He smirked, backing away from me.

"This argument makes no fucking sense."

"Nope. Does any of our arguments actually make sense?" He asked.

"Go to sleep. Maybe you'll be in a better mood when you wake up."

"I'm not in a bad mood. I'm just pissed because you're mad at me for going to Nash's house. It's not much of a big deal."

"You could have been anywhere Cameron! I was just looking out for you. And I know I shouldn't even be saying anything to you about going somewhere without telling me, because I did the same thing, but I'm just worried with all of the Cal drama, and I'm scared that he'll find us, and there's no telling what he'll do," my breath hitched from talking to fast, "So please just don't be mad at me okay." I pleaded.

His head fell back in a sigh, "Jessi," his eyes glued onto mine, "Why can't you understand that I'm here. I'll never let a fucking human being put a hand on you. Stop being so worried about this, because all you're doing is stressing yourself out. You're exaggerating over everything, and you're paranoid."

"But Cal-"

"Fuck Cal. Fuck him. Have you seen him lately? He hasn't even attempted to find Ellie. He doesn't care." Cameron's spat. "Ellie is safe here. You are safe here."

I stood paralyzed, knowing part of what he said was right. I'm too paranoid, I'm too stressed, and I'm over exaggerating way too much.

"Listen," he walked closer to me, or at least closer from where he was, "As long as you're mine, not a single person in the entire fucking universe will hurt you. I can promise you that." His eyes lowered, "Do you trust me?"

I immediately shook my head, "I do." I barely said.

He stared at me for a few seconds before backing away, "Good."
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