Human // c.d

22

After to pretending to be asleep during Cameron and Nash's conversation, Cameron eventaully left, and I actually went to sleep again. I stayed up with Jake for a while last night, thats more than likely the reason of why I've slept most of the day today.

The door opened, and Cameron stepped in, making his way towards me. He noticed I was awake, and was quick to hug me, even knocking me over a bit. I guess I didn't mind though.

"I'm sorry I left, the boys and I just all went out for a bit." He smiled, I didn't reply. I felt sort of weird from what happened this morning, embarassed even.

"Are- are you okay? Do you feel okay?" He asked, "I just didn't know because you've slept all day long." He laughed, kissing me on the cheek.

"Woah, you're hot." He said, pressing his hands onto my forehead. "Why are you hot?" He asked, worry struck his eyes.

"I- I don't know, do I look pale?" I asked, but he wouldn't be able to tell, considering it was almost pitch dark.

He raised himself off the bed, and over to the light switch, flicking it up with his fingertips.He raced back over to me, his eyes roaming my face.

"You don't look pale, maybe you're just hot." He said, "Lets go downstairs."

I stood from the bed, I'll admit I was dizzy. After laying down for such a long period of time, I would expect it.

"Diane is worried about you, and so are the boys." He mentioned and I wish he would just drop the subject. I don't care what the fans think of me, and I dont know why I caused such a scene over it. It is completely stupid for them to call me hideous names, not even knowing who I am, and what I've been through. I wish they could picture themselves in my place.

"I'm fine, really." I admitted.

He nodded, "Oh, and the boys watched Jake today." He smiled, and so did I. I completely forgot I had a job, and that I wasn't aloud to sleep in all the time.

"Oh god, I have to thank them. They shouldn't have.. I feel so bad." I really did, they shouldnt have to do my job. I shouldn't have been so lazy today, Maybe the fans are right about me. I am pathetic.

I bit my lip, trying to realize that im nothing that the fans say I am, I'm a good person.

Cameron's hand found mine, and he led me down the stairs. When we reached the bottom, I could see the boys all piled in the living room. Once they saw me, smiles grew upon their faces.

I sat down next to Carter, Cameron filling in on my other side. His arm slung around my shoulder, bringing me onto him.

"Cameron?" Matt asked, his bottom lip trembling.

Cameron noticed, gulping down the lump in his throat, and from the way his eyes roamed Matt's, I could tell something was wrong.

"Yeah?" Cam tilted his head up.

"We just received a call." He fiddled with his phone for a minute.

Carter butted in, "He's too scared to tell you that we have to leave early."

And that's when it hit me, he'd be leaving. For good. Soon.

"When?" Cameron glared at them, shifting a bit.

"Tonight." Hayes said, because everyone else was too scared to.

"Tonight? Why tonight?" His voice was loud, and his anger rose. I felt his skin hot against mine.

"I don't know bro." Matt didn't look him in the eyes, I wouldn't have either.

Not only was my heart racing, but tears were forming and dropping from my eyes.

"No no, please don't cry." Cameron said, his eyes weak, but his hands so strong against my hold. He rocked me back and fourth, and everything just seemed to go downhill from there.

(3 chapters in one day oh my goodness I'm great)