Human // c.d

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Nash's POV (:

I went downstairs and waited for Jessi, so that I could walk her back up to the room. Charlie was asleep, and I didn't bother waking her up either.

Yes, Charlie is staying with me, and No we aren't dating, but yes I do like her, and no she doesn't like me back.

When Jessi had arrived, her face was soaked with tears, the redness in her cheeks were bright.

I didn't realize how big of a deal this was to her, and now I feel bad.

My eyes were wide, and I held my hand out for her.

"Jessi, you can't cry over this. Stop." I wiped the tears from under her eyes.

She cracked a laugh, but I could tell she was still crying. Damn, I love Cameron to death, but seeing Jessi hurt makes me want to knock some since into the idiot.

"Where is Cameron?"

"The hotel. In the floor. Drunk." She huffed.

"Why is he in the floor?"

"Oh-- he just, like, fell down."

I didn't reply to her, silence as actually the best idea for right now.

She reached the door, twisting the knob to an open. I let her sleep in Cameron's old room, giving her a goodnight hug. I hate this for her, I honestly do, and I'm hoping tomorrow Charlie will cheer her up.

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Jessi's pov

This damn pillow smelt just like him, so I immediately chunked it onto the floor. To be honest, this whole damn room smelt like him, and I'd rather sleep on a hard bathroom floor than in here with all the memories of the dick.

Why would this even happen? Why would he suddenly start ignoring me? Start coming home drunk? I'm so confused.

One minute, I think he's head over heels for me, and that everything is so perfect. Then shit like this happens, and my fucking mind goes insane. Did he even fucking love me? Or maybe he lost interest.. Maybe he found a new girlfriend. Oh my god, maybe he was trying to get me to break up with him.

Oh my god I need to sleep.

I need to sleep the night away, and leave for New York tomorrow. I miss Diane anyways.

I'm happy to even have Diane. She was there to help me with my Mom.

I bet my mom can see me right. Crying in bed because of an internet sensation.

My phone buzzed in my pocket, and whenever I reached for it, Julian's name came across the screen. I thought it would have been Cam, but it wasn't.

I opened the text.

*I miss you! Hope you're having a blast in LA! Come visit soon again, Will and I both love you!*

I sighed, sort of missing them already. I would no doubt go over there tomorrow, but I don't want them seeing me in this condition. This dull condition where my eyes droop down, and I'm sad 90% of the time.

I sent a reply, *Miss you guys too, Love you.*

I sighed, kind of fucking wish Cameron was here. It feels sort of weird being here without him.