CALUMS POV
I got to the cafe, Im excited to meet Jess here.
I walked in and looked around but I can't find her.
"Are you Calum?" The cashier asks
"Yeah" I nod my head
"She described you perfectly, she left this for you" she hands my a letter.
I'm actually really confused. I sit down over I the far corner and open the letter.
I look up for a quick second to see Michael receive a letter too. This can't be good.
My heart is now racing. I begin to read.
"Calum, I bet you're siting in the far corner wondering why Michael walked in after you. You see I'm not meeting you here, actually by the time you read this I'll be far gone. I'm sorry I could do this face to face, I honestly couldn't. I just want to thank you for everything, for caring, being nice and loving me. It's hard for me to say and in very sorry. But the day I went shopping I ran into Michael at first I just wanted to ignore him but something came over me. I could say it was all him, but I can't because it was all me, I kissed him. I'm sorry for doing that. As I know exactly how it feels. I'm such a terrible person. Believe me when I say I'm in love with you, your brown eyes and tanned skin along with such a beautiful personality got me addicted to you. I didn't think the night I met you that we would end up how we ended up, happy. But then I went it did wrong and I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I took advantage of you. Please become friends with Michael again, I'm not worth the pain. I'm serious, you life will be much easier without me, I'm really not worth anything. I don't know what or who I want. And I honestly don't deserve you or Michael. So please I'm so sorry, Cal. I will always have a special place in my heart for you"
I felt myself crying, and I don't even care. Call me weak, but I'm shattered. Jess told me she loved me and then she goes and kisses Michael. I don't even have any hate towards Michael anymore. And as for my feeling for Jess, I dot know. I just feel empty.
I could see Michael walking towards me.
"Look Cal, I'm sorry sorry for everything" he site opposite me.
"She's left both of us" I let out.
"Yeah I know, we have each other though, right?"
"Yeah, wanna go for a beer? Maybe 20?"
