MICHAELS POV
She texted me. Which means she wants me back, she willing to forgive me.
I hop in my car and drive the cafe near her house.
I walk in to see Calum holding a letter.
"This is for you" the cashier hands me letter.
I ignore all contact with Calum. Where is Jess?
I open the letter.
"Michael, I know you're probably all confused wondering where I am and why is Calum sitting across the room from you. Let me start this off by saying sorry for ruining your friendship with Calum, I didn't mean to break it off between you. Please don't be mad at Calum, after all he was here when you weren't. I can't even begin to say how much you made me happy until you told me the truth about that night. My feelings for you are so confusing. One minute I want to slap you across the face but kiss you the next. You gave me life but you also took it away from me. You gave me everything but made me feel like nothing. This is really hard for me to do but I have to do this, please don't call me, try and find me or anything like that because that will just make it harder. I hope you can fix things with Calum. I guess what I'm saying is that, I'm going away, far away. I've messed up so bad, I didn't mean to fall in love but you pushed me. You should of handled me with caution. You know I've had my heart broken before, and I promised myself I wouldn't tear down my walls for someone who was going to hurt me again. I forgive you, I really do but I can't do this anymore, I can't keep pretending that I don't love you. And my pain is I think I'm in love with Cal too. Don't ask me how it is possible because I'm really bad at explaining my feelings. Anyway, believe me when I say I will miss you like crazy but I can't handle lying to myself. I don't want to hurt Calum choosing you and I don't want to hurt you choosing Calum. I honestly wish I was certain. And having a relationship like ours is unhealthy for the both of us. So if you love me, let me go"
I look over at Cal who was crying, I fell bad, I should of came between them. They were happy, they didn't need me coming in and ruining everything, I hope Calum can forgive me. I do miss playing FIFA with him. And I also hope the rest will forgive me too.
