Its going to be okay

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Cal invited me over to play FIFA with him. Which is strange because he could of invited Luke.

"I don't even know how to play" I laugh.

"What was that?" He smiles at me.

"What was what?"

"You laughed like you were happy"

"Yeah, I guess I did" I shrug

"Do you feel like talking about it?"

"You know what. I actually do" a stop playing and look at him

"Okay go for it"

"First of all I don't blame you at all Cal. I'm so thankful for having you here now. Maybe I was to stupid to see what was beneath the surface of Michael."

"Yeah, but Michael has had his problems"

"So have I"

"Yeah and I get that. But look, everyone has a different way of copping with things. You locked yourself in your bedroom feeling sorry for yourself and over thinking everything weather Michael runs away ignoring the fact of what he did"

"I just don't know why I still love him"

"Because you've got nothing else to love"

Cal is right. Wait am I developing feelings for Cal? No I can't be.

"On more thing Jess, what do you regret more Falling for him or that he cheated on you?" He gives me a serious look.

"Falling for him. He didn't catch me" I start to cry again.

Calum cuddles into me. And it doesn't feel weird it feels natural.

"Cal?" I look into his eyes.

"Yeah?" He smiles.

I clash my lips on his. Is this to soon since Michael? Next thing I know my clothes were on the floor.

******

"What do you mean you slept with him?" Jan yells on the phone.

"Cal and I had sex" I whisper.

"I'm not judging you or anything but that's messed up Jess"

"I know"

"Anyway I've got to go. I'll see you tonight for dinner" she hangs up.

I know what I did was wrong but I was vulnerable. And I kinda like Cal.

I take a shower and get dressed for dinner. Which I hope that it wasn't going to be to awkward considering Cal is coming.

I put on a black dress and red heels, curl my hair and do my makeup.

Jan said Luke was taking us somewhere fancy. So I tried to dress up.

After a few hours of trying to make myself look decent Luke arrives to pick me up.

"You look nice" Jan smiles.

"Where's Cal?" I ask

"Meeting us there, why did you want to sleep with him again" Luke laughs

"Jan! You told him?" I yell

"He heard is talking on the phone" she yells back

"Omg!" I scream

"It's okay. I'm not judging you, Cals a nice guy. At least he won't cheat on you" Luke starts to drive the car.

"Too soon mate" I shake me head.

When we got there Cal was waiting at the door. I take a huge breath and step out the door.

"Hi" he smiles.

"Hey look about the other night-"

"It's okay just forget it ever happened" he cuts me off. "Let's just have a good time"

"Okay" I smile.

We all walk inside.

After we are ate our mains Luke stands up and gets on one knee.

"January, my whole life I have dreamt about this moment. And there is no one in this world who I'd rather share it with than you. You're my everything, you're the love of my life and so will you marry me" he smiles.

"Yes!" Jan gets up and screams.

The whole restaurant get up and clap. I wasn't expecting that.

"Congrats you guys" I hug them both.

At least they get their happy ending.

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