2: That Erotic Nights (S-Chapter Update)

Chapter nineteen: Do I still love Him?

19

Devine's POV

I wish It wasn't just a dream. I found my self wishing that He didn't woke me up.

"I'm sorry to woke you up Eve, you looked so tired.. have you lacking of sleep this past few days?"

Napaayos ako ng upo dahil sa tapik ni Ian saking Pisngi. I am back to reality again. I thought.. He's here.. It feels so real. It was such a beautiful dream. Yet It was just a dream.

"Have I sleeping for hours?" He nods. Oh god. tinanggal ko agad ang aking seat belt at lumabas sa kotche niya.

After I thank him for the lunch I hurried to get inside. Naabutan ko si papa na naka upo sa sala. He doesn't say anything when he saw me so I just go up to my room.

I let out a sigh. Malabong mangyari lahat ng napanaginipan mo Eve.

...

When I woke up the next day, I just realized that It's time to get my self ready again. Go back to my job writing romance novels that I wished happens to my self.

Yung bang kahit na anong mangyari, Kahit anong pag subok man ang dumating samin Kami parin ang mag kakatuluyan bandang huli. Sana ganun lang kadali. Sana kaya ko rin gawan ng sariling Love story yung sarili ko.. yung masasaktan ako pero In the end Sasaya rin ako. I sigh of that thought.

"I should first stop to feel sorry for my self."

Bago pako bumaba para kumaen ng Breakfast ay Nakaayos at nakaligo nako. I don't like wearing any Fancy or make-up today so I just Prefer for something simple just plain. too plain.

I smile a bit when I saw Ian is sitting there with my parents. tumayo siya nang makita ako at hinalikan ang aking pisngi.

"Morning Devine, You look different." Bati niya agad sakin. I roll my eyes at my parent's look at both of us. they're probably naming their grandchild's now and it makes me sick.

"I just don't feel to be decent today." If someone calls me a zombie I might as well take that as a compliment. different is Ian's way of telling me I am ugly, It was nice of him though.

Tahimik lang kaming kumakain ng breakfast sila lang ang nag-uusap at hindi ako nakikihalubilo sakanila. Wala lang talaga ko sa mood makipag socialite ngayon. Ugh.

"You know you don't have to be like my service petching me before and after my work. Mahal ang gas ngayon Ian." I heard him laugh.

"Mas okay na to kesa araw-araw kang mag comute. You have your father's car but you're not using It."

I am stubborn and he doesn't have to smack it in my face. Nag iipon pako para makabili ako ng sarili kong kotche.

"I am saving my money to have my own car Okay?"

"Why would you end up being a Author anyway?" That moment stops me. I am not a journalist graduate or anything related for me to be an Author. I am an Accountacy graduate we both do.
He doesn't know anything. He didn't know my passion about business.. how I loved to sit on a chair with a desk and Paper works I'll have to signed in. My name plastered outside my Office. Pictures of him and me smilling. I used to but after I graduated and he left me I change. My Bestfriend, she's a journalist Graduate she loves to write to express herself. She's pond of novels and romance. She was the one who convince me to write. I'm too stupidly In love with him that I choose Accountacy instead of Business just so we can be friends or related. Just so He can somewhat liked me even though he likes my..

"Here we are." He smiled at me. That warm perfect smile that used to make my heart race just a sight of It. But now I don't feel any not even excited or happy. It's strange, Odd and weird.