Baekhyun One Shots

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When you have a bad day

You were walking up the stairs to the door of your apartment. Your feet were feeling heavy and you dragged them with you. Tears were shining in your eyes while you climbed them one by one. You were trying your best to get yourself together as you typed in your code so a little click was heard through the hall. You took a deep breath before you walked into your home and closed the door behind you.

"Jagiiiiiii..." You already heard from inside as you took off your shoes and dropped them to the front door. While swallowing you walked further and saw how Baekhyun was lying on the couch contently. The remote was in his hand and he gazed up at you with a heart warming smile. The room was dark and only the TV was lighting up the room, which made his figure look sexy and mysterious. "_________-ah, you're finally home!" He cheered as he sat up and patted the place next to him.

You had been at work the whole day. You worked as a doctor in a hospital near your apartment so you could walk. Your shifts were long and sometimes they lasted longer than expected. You were an OB&GYN doctor which meant you helped women with giving birth and with all the little problems that formed down there. But today something terrible had happened, but of course you didn't want to bore Baekhyun with your stupid problems so you didn't tell him.

You threw your bag and your jacket on the table and sauntered over to the couch. "Are you tired __________-ah?" He pouted at you and you nodded while smiling. After pressing your body against his and shaping it like his you relaxed in the sofa. Baekhyun's arm laid around you while you watched a movie in silent, seemed like Baekhyun was also tired. "How was your day?" He suddenly asked while grabbing a hand full of popcorn into his mouth. His eyes were still fixed on the screen while he asked you so he couldn't see your hurt look.

"It was fine." You whispered softly, raising to go to the bathroom. But he grabbed your wrist to stop you and looked at you in concern. "Are you okay? You've been really quiet tonight. Are you sure there isn't anything you want to talk about?" You smiled at him but shook your head, trying to convince him and yourself that everything was fine. "No, nothing happened. I'm just really tired, it has been a very hectic day." He nodded and rubbed your hand with his thumb. "Okay then, we should go to bed after you're showered."

You accepted his offer and continued the way to the bathroom after Baekhyun let you go. You had been so close to tell him what had happened. You needed someone to talk to, someone who could tell you it wasn't your fault, that you shouldn't blame yourself for it. Because now that was exactly what you were thinking. You felt so guilty, you were disgusted of yourself. You were embarrassed and felt like you weren't good enough for your job anymore. With those thoughts you got undressed and jumped under the shower. Trying to shoo away the memories and self hate, but it didn't work.

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You stumbled back to the living room where Baekhyun was almost half asleep. You sighed, which made his eyes flicker open and his smile pop out. "Hello beautiful." He smirked at you but you ignored him and sat back on your place. You pulled your legs on the couch and wrapped your arms around it to make you feel more comfortable. Baekhyun was staring at you in equal confusion and worriesome. You were a social person and loved to smile, but today you just couldn't.

"What's wrong? Tell me." He said as he put his hand on your knee and caressed it softly. You shook your head again and bit your lips to fight back the tears. You felt so bad, so angry, it made you want to kill yourself. "__________-ah..." His voice was trembling because of your expression which was looking really dark and depressed. "She died." You muttered while letting the tears flow, tired of keeping them in. "What?" He asked while scooping closer to you. "It was my fault, if I had done my job better the baby wouldn't have died." You sobbed, and covered your face with your hands.

It was the first time that this had happened. You had never seen a dead baby from close before today. And today you had had one in your hands and you had to tell the parents that they didn't have a baby after all. The look in their eyes, it had broken your heart. The way the mother had started to scream, how she had fallen down on her knees, how she had begged you to give her her baby back, it had made you feel miserable.

Baekhyun's hands slid over your back while whispering comforting words in your ear. His own eyes were wet from seeing you cry like this, it was heart breaking. He found it so horrible to see how you blamed yourself for something that hadn't been your fault at all. It wasn't your fault the baby had died, he was sure about that. You were a great doctor, he had seen you doing your job before and had been stunned by your talent. "It's not your fault." He said as he pulled you on his lap and you hid your face in his neck. Those were the words you wanted to hear, and they made you feel a little bit better, but they didn't take away all the bad thoughts that were going through your mind right now.

"How can you be so sure? What if it was Baekhyun? Then I'm a murder." You were starting to panic and Baekhyun shushed you while stroking your hair. "You're an amazing doctor __________-ah, I don't doubt that for even a second. It's not your fault that this happened. Check the file tomorrow and you'll see that I'm right." You breathed heavily while you tried to stop your cries. Sometimes another sob escaped while you were in his arms, calming down a little. You decided that he was right and you had to check everything at your work first before going to the police to confess.

It turned quiet in the house and you stared down at your intertwined fingers. Baekhyun was playing with them while humming a peaceful song in your ear to sooth you. You looked up at him and met his beautiful eyes which were also looking into yours. They were looking so lovingly, so adorable that they made you forget everything. "I love you Baekhyun." You whispered and he chuckled while drawing you closer. "I love you too, even if you would land in jail, I will always love you." You pouted as you hit his arm hard. He squealed and frowned playfully. "Awww, now I'm gonna have to punish you." He grinned and you liberated yourself from his grip while running away. "You won't get far! I'll get you!" He screamed as he ran behind you to the bedroom, making himself ready for a tickle war to cheer up his girlfriend.

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