When you're insecure about your weight
Your lips crulled down into your usual pout as you lookd at your boyfriend who was standing in front of the mirror. 'God, how can this man be this perfect?' You thought by yourself as you let your eyes slip over his forming abs and his nice shoulders. He was the best boyfriend you could wish for and more, but after all this time you still had no idea what he saw in you. When you asked him he would always say he had fallen for you because you had charms and you were funny and pretty, but you had never believed his last argument.
You were a little bit fatter than normal girls and it made you so jealous that you didn't have the body you dreamt of. You had tried everything, a diet, sporting, everything, but nothing helped, your belly stayed and wasn't planning on leaving. Baekhyun had never liked it when you tried to do something about your weight. He always told you that you were perfect the way you were and that he didn't want you to be the same as all those other skinny girls, he said you were unique, but you didn't buy it.
On the internet you had always read that Baekhyun liked girls with nice body curves and you were the total opposite of that. You weren't going to deny that you hated how you looked and refused looking into mirrors for longer than 1 minute. Everytime you saw yourself it reminded you of what you weren't and what you wanted to be. You were sure that if you would look in a mirror too long that you would get depressed.
Baekhyun turned around to you with his natural eye smile but it disappeared when he saw your face. "What's wrong baby?" He asked as he ran up to you and plopped down next to you on the bed so the mattress shivered. "Can't we go somewhere else?" You asked as you looked at his chest, to embarrassed to look him in the eye. "Why? It's hot outside, it's the perfect weather to go out for a swim." He was right, it was incredibly hot outside and a perfect time for some cooling off, but you were just so ashamed. What if someone saw you with the perfect looking Byun Baekhyun, he would be so embarrassed.
"I just...don't want to go." You shrugged and tried to act like it was nothing. But Baekhyun caught you immediately and arched his brows while crepping closer to you. "Jagi..." His voice was low as he called you by one of the many nicknames he always gave you. "Why exactly do you not want to go?" He asked and by the look on his face you knew that he already knew why. "Because...I'm fat." You confessed and Baekhyun moaned in frustration.
You shrieked when he suddenly jumped over you and pinned you down on the bed. He hovered over you while keeping your wrists down in a strong grip. "Baekhyun!" You protested and fought for your freedom, but he was much stronger than you. "Why do you always tell lies like that?" He pouted and nuzzled his nose against yours. You relaxed a little under him and blushed as you felt his eyes slip over you. "Why do you think you're fat? You're not even close to that! Have you seen our neighbour, she's fat."
You giggled as you thought about the woman who lived next to you. She was at least 2 times you size and when you stood next to her you always felt a little bit better. "I don't care about the fact that other people are skinnier than you _______-ah. I love you because you are who you are and believe me that makes you more beautiful than any other person alive." Your heart melted as you listened to his words and a smile began to form on your face.
"I've never seen a woman who can joke around and deal with my whining like you do. I've never met someone who can make me shut up just so I can listen to their voice, but I do for yours. ________-ah, you're perfect for me and I would never want any other girl except for you. And for me, you're the prettiest girl I've ever seen in my entire life, don't forget that. I can watch you all day long if I want. Just to see your killer smile and twinkling eyes, I would give everything for it."
All your insecurities flowed away when he talked to you like that and when he was finished you quickly pulled him in for a kiss. He kissed you back happily and felt like he had finally been able to talk into you. He pulled away and rested your forehead against yours. "Well, I would love to go to the beach but this can't be helped anymore." He chuckled and you understood what he meant when you saw the tent in his swimming pants. "Do you see what you do to me _______?"
You blushed deeply and bit your lip to retain your giggle. "Now, let's just do this already." He groaned as he captured your lips again, making the temperatures around you even hotter. You had no idea why, but now you felt like the luckiest girl in the world. You may not be skinny, but you did have the best boyfriend you could ever ask for.
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