When you're kidnapped part 1/4
"Baekhyun-ah, please get some rest." Suho said in a pleading tone but Baekhyun didn't even hear him. He was pacing through the room, lost in his own thoughts while his members stared at him. Since you were gone he had been like this, unreachable, quiet, tensed. He was living in his own little world, everyday hoping that they would find you and you would be in his arms again, safe. He would go to sleep every night and hope that when he woke up that it would had been one big nightmare and you were sleeping next to him again, but every time he opened his eyes he was alone and reality hit him in the face.
They had taken you on an evening when you had returned from your dance rehearsal and Baekhyun had been to busy to come and pick you up. It was already two months ago but still he didn't forgive himself yet. If he just would've made some time for you and had went to pick you up none of this would have happened. He still blamed himself for your disappearance every day and it killed him, he just couldn't live with himself anymore.
Just thinking about the fact what those people could possible do to you made him feel sick. What if they would hurt you or did things with you which you didn't want? He didn't even know or you were still alive, but he couldn't think you were dead because then he would kill himself. The police was still searching for you but they just couldn't find you what made him so desperate. He wanted to go and look for you himself but that seemed an impossible case because he had no experience or evidence or anything. He just felt so powerless and weak because the only thing he could do was hope and wait.
"They said they would call if they know something, go to sleep." Xuimin tried but was ignored just as every one else. Chanyeol sighed, it was one of those days again, one of those days when he could only think of one think, you. He raised from the couch and walked up to his friend, grabbing him by the upper arms. The whole room turned quiet when Chanyeol suddenly hit Baekhyun across the face and his head snapped to the left. Baekhyun's jaw dropped as he blinked his eyes, his cheek turning hot and red. "What the hell man?!" He yelled as he covered it with his hand. "Get a grip dude!" Chanyeol fired back and Baekhyun pushed his arms off of him before glaring at him and walking to his room.
The members looked how he walked away and heard how the door smashed hard when he closed it behind him, he was now even angrier than ever before. "Chanyeol? What was that?" Suho asked in awe and he just shrugged before taken in his previous place. "I woke him up. If he keeps going like that he'll break hyung, this is not healthy." They all knew Chanyeol was right but they also knew that there was nothing they could do about it because Baekhyun wasn't going to change until they found you again. "I just hope she gets back soon, otherwise I don't know how this is going to end."
It turned silent again, everyone thinking of their own scenario of that ending. Every one was horrible and they knew that if you wouldn't come back it would become reality. "He loves her so much, it would is so unfair." Kai whispered and hugged his own legs. They all missed you because you were always around at the dorm. You would cook for them, fool around with them and sometimes even sleep over. They all wanted you to come back and be safe, as well for yourself as for Baekhyun.
"Hyung do you think they'll find her?" Lay asked and Suho shrugged sadly. "I don't know, but I hope so, I really do." He sighed deeply and sat down on the floor, staring ahead. Slowly the mood was getting darker and more depressed as they kept thinking about the same thing. "Poor girl, who knows what they are doing to her?" Tao said and bit his lip in pitty. No one dared to imagine, they were already to scared to even just think about it. "she'll be alright. She's Baekhyun's girlfriend, she's strong and a real fighter, just like him."
In his room Baekhyun was sitting on the edge of his bed, head in his hands as he listened to his members their words. Tears dripped down his cheeks as he tried to block all the noices which came into his ears. It was driving him insane, he was about to go crazy. This feeling of uncertainty, self hate and weakness was pulling him further down every second and he had reached the bottom. He growled in frustration as he turned his hand into a fist and knocked it hard against the wall, causing his hand to bleed.
His door swung open and Chanyeol appeared in the doorway, staring at his friend who was still standing with his hand against the wall, panting. "I can't take it anymore hyung." He suddenly wailed as sobs escaped out of his throat. He was about to lose his manliness just now but he didn't care, he didn't care anymore. He slipped down onto the floor and cried his heart out, tired of hiding his emotions of fear. Chanyeol walked in and closed the distance between them. He couldn't think of anything else then to pull Baekhyun in a hug, hurt by seeing him break down in front of him. "She'll be alright, she'll be alright." Was the only thing he could say while he tried to calm Baekhyun down, although he knew that was impossible.
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