When he confesses to you part 2/2
You stared at you biggest fail ever. You only got a 46 precent on your test and with that your anxiety that you would have to double your year only grew. You knew you had to do something about it so the last week you had been studying like a crazy person without a life. But although you studied this hard, your mind was always somewhere else. You hadn't seen Baekhyun anymore since last Monday, since his confession to you. You had called him, texted him, but he never picked up or anwsered. He ignored you and didn't want to talk to you anymore.
And now he was doing that, now you realised how much you missed him. No, it's true, you had never thought about Baekhyun as your boyfriend before, or not since last Monday. But that was just because you thought he felt the same way. Now that you knew he liked you and he was being like this you did start thinking about it. Actually Baekhyun had been in your thoughts more often this week than anything else, even more than passing your year.
You knew you had to see him. You had to talk to him, make things clear between the two of you. Baekhyun was such a good friend of yours and you didn't want to lose him. So you did what you had to do, you grabbed your phone and called him again, for the fifth time this hour and hoped for a miracle. "Are you calling me again?" You suddenly heard against your ear. You were surprised when your heart started to beat twice as fast when you heard his voice. "B-Baekhyun!" You had the urge to cry right now. He wanted to reply but you didn't let him since you talked straight through him, like you didn't have any time to loose.
"I need to talk to you, please!" You pleaded and he sighed. "Are you doing something right now?" He asked and you jumped straight from your bed. "No!" You cleared your throat when you heard how happy you sounded. "I'll be there." That was the last thing he said before the line went blanck. But you didn't care, now you could at least tell him how you felt. Although thinking about your reactions just now you started to doubt again. Why were you this happy when he picked up the phone? Did you really wanted to be just friends with Baekhyun?
You shook your head, laughing with yourself. "Get over it ________." You said to yourself as you walked into the bathroom and got scared of your own reflection in the mirror. You looked like crap, and you didn't know why but you suddenly cared about that. Baekhyun was coming over and you were a mess. You grabbed you comb and tried to fix you hair before you almost got a heart attack when the bell rang. How could he be this fast?
You ran to the door and sighed one more time before you opened it. A smile appeared on your face as you saw Baekhyun on the other side of it. He looked at you with a forced smile as he stepped in without asking you. You froze on your place, this wasn't what you wanted. You didn't want to see that smile on his face, you wanted his real smile. You didn't want his fake smile, you wanted his true smile. And suddenly you knew, you didn't even want his true smile, you wanted him to give you 'the' smile. A smile he would only give to you and to no one else.
"What the hell did you do?" He asked and you turned around to see how he was staring at you test. You eyes filled themselves with tears. You were screwing everything up, you were a failure. "I'm sorry." You muttered embarrassed as you let your head hang down. You didn't want him to see you cry. "I mean you didn't even pass, how can you....a-are you okay?" He had noticed your position and walked over to you, leaving your test behind on the kitchen table. He tried to lift your head and he touched your cheek in the process, which made his hand wet. "_________-ah, are you crying? Don't cry, it's okay. It'll be alright, if you study hard enough then..." "Why did you ignore me?"
You looked up at him, his eyes were sad when he saw your expression. "I just...." He stopped, not knowing what to say. "Don't leave me again Byun Baekhyun!" You wailed as you hit his chest repeatedly. You were angry at him, but mostly you were angry at yourself. "I'm so stupid! I screw everything up!" You cried as you pouted and bit your lip to keep in your sobs. "No you don't." He rubbed your arm, but didn't come closer to you. "Do you really love me?" You asked him, your eyes were on his chest, you were too ashamed to look at him. "W-well...uhm...y-yes." He stuttered, when you looked up his head was as red as a tomato.
"Will you love me, even when I don't pass?" You asked as another tear escaped your eye. He looked at you in wonder. He wiped your tears away and smiled at you. "You will pass, because I'll help you. And to anwser your question, yes." The corners of your mouth curled up and you nodded. "Good." Your face turned red as you saw how he was looking at you. "You know I'm gonna kiss you now right?" He mumbled as he pouted a little nervous. "Yeah, I do." You grinned at him and he smiled as he pressed his lips against yours.
When he pulled back he was looking much happier and more relaxed then when he came in. "Let's go girlfriend." He smirked as he pulled you to the bedroom. You walked with him, panicking a bit. Why was he taking you to your bedroom? "What are we doing?" Your voice cracked and Baekhyun looked around to you. "We're going to study, duuh. What were you thinking?" You blushed but smiled as you shook your head. "N-nothing." He laughed as he pushed you on the bed and grabbed your books. "Let's still wait with that a little more. I first want to cherish you before I'm gonna make love to you." You blushed even harder now, embarrassed for your thoughts.
Baekhyun chuckled as he pulled you into his arms. "You're so cute when you blush. And it's okay, I was actually thinking about the same thing, so don't worry about it." "Yah! Pervert!" You hit his arm and giggled as he squealed and rubbed the place that was now pink. "It's okay, you can hit me. But therefore I want a kiss." he pouted his lips and closed his eyes, waiting for you. You chuckled as you pecked his lips. After that he opened the book and explained you the whole test over and over again, until you understood everything. The two of you fell asleep in each others arms, with a math book next to Baekhyun's head.
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