the rant book

IS THIS ONLY ME?

i'm absolutely scared of meeting anyone famous like gerard way bc i don't want it to be this thing i look forward to and then i like... want to have a moment to tell him something and i'll have less than that? idk dude i am pretty nervous that he'd be too busy to really register what i'd have to say and he'd move on to the next person. or say something totally generic you know?

or totally passing out

because i would

i would just wipeout