the rant book

mbi

all these friends and i still feel totally alone :)

i'm scared that some of the people who are important to me hate me. i'm so paranoid. like nothing is left for me here and i should just go.
i'm tired of these feelings. the falsities and the lack of logic. but maybe i'm not just being paranoid this time.

maybe there isn't anything i can do.

i should rly leave.

i don't feel valid. i'm just worrying abt how everyone else is feelings and i don't even feel like they care where i stand. i feel worthless to everyone.

i think i'm gonna go.