the rant book

negative stuff

tbh i sorta just realized that there are people in my life right now that make me feel like shit about myself

but i'm super problematic anyways so????? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

if i just didn't have such fucking terrible diarrhea of the mouth that'd probably help. i never say the right things, i throw awkward statements into the open, i'll say something and mean another thing and that'll get taken the wrong way and i'll be too embarrassed to try and fix it.

i pretty much deserve it anyway.

but i still hate it.

i hate myself. i hate how these people make me feel about myself. idk i'm just gonna try talking less and see if things get better??? i mean, it can't get worse.