the rant book

mbi

lmao omg i'm so fucking pathetic
i literally just thanked my friend for hanging out w me
oh my god

probably bc i feel bad for asking. i'm literally just a fucking burden. i'm replaceable, my own best friend replaced me in no time. i matter to no one that i love and that's pretty fucking shitty. it's like they've erased me from their life. it's like i don't even fucking exist.

i don't want to live like this. i'm always so tired. i'm always sore and i'm always the most unenjoyable person to be around. i mean for god's sake i'm so fucking stupid i always say something dumb at work and people look at me like i'm some fuck and i can't even do this anymore. i'm such a piece of shit for even asking my friend i feel so bad i just

i wish everything could stop.