Love hurts?

The talk

MONDAY MORNING

Ocean's POV

I slept a little better last night, but I still don't feel ready to see Michael. he sent me a text this morning saying he hopes I'm feeling better but I didn't reply. I'm so confused about what happened that night. That wasn't the Michael I know. there was something about his eyes it's like he wasn't there anymore it was like it was his body, but someone else's mind then all of a sudden Michael was back but he looked scared and hurt. He came over this morning so we can walk to school but I told my mother I wasn't feeling good so she let me stay home. know I need to speak to him about this and I will, just not when I'm like this.

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Jessica's POV

I don't usually let Ocean  stay home from school but she really doesn't seem herself the past few days, "something on your mind?" Sherri asks pulling me from my thoughts "does Ocean seem a little off  to you?"

"how do you mean?" She looks at me confused. "I'm not sure she's just been acting really odd lately, like yesterday I saw her talking to Michael and she looked kinda nervous. do you think he could be bullying her?" She shakes her head and chuckles slightly "bullying? Jessica that boy might have a mouth on him but he definitely isn't bullying Ocean"

"but the way they were together. it didn't seem right"

 "they've both been grounded all weekend. they were probably just sulking. you know how teenagers are like" she rolls her eyes "moody one minute happy the next"

 "I guess so" I sigh and she puts her hand on my shoulder and smiles at me through purses lips "trust me. she's fine. now I have to get to the hospital. I don't want to be fired on the first day" she chuckles then leaves for work.

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I start clearing the dishes away and Carson walks in "forgot my files" he huffs grabbing them from the table then looks around "Sherri gone?"

"mhm" I nod and he walks over smirking "so we're all alone" he pulls me in close "actually..." He cuts me off lowering his hand lifting my dress and I move his hands and he puts them back up my dress "Carson we can't Oc.."

 "c'mon you know you wanna" He cuts me off again  "OCEAN!!" I jump adjusting myself "we were just.."  before I can say anything else she turns and runs off upstairs.

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Ocean's POV

I went into the kitchen to get a drink and I saw what my father was doing to my mother. She was telling him to stop, but he wouldn't listen just like Michael wouldn't that night. I ran to my room an began crying. how can my father try to force my mother like that? I thought he loved her. I hear a knock on my door and my mother walks in "sweetie, I'm sorry about that" she says softly and sits next to me on the bed "you don't have to be sorry" I look at her confused "he was the one trying rape you"

"is that what you thought he was doing?" she looks at me shocked and I nod "sweetie" she chuckles slightly under her breath "sometimes when two people love each other they like too express their love in certain um...physical ways. That's actually how you were made.." 

"mom! Stop please!" I cut her off quickly "I know where babies come from"

"then why did you think your father was...you know?"