Love hurts?

Therapy

Michael's POV

I'm in work and once again I can't focus. My first session is tonight. I know there gonna ask me about what I did and I really don't wanna talk about or even think about the things I've done to Ocean, what's worse is I can't even think about what I've done because The truth is I even don't know half of it. all I have is slight flashbacks and the things Ocean has told me.

"Everything ok?" Ray my co-worker asks snapping me from my thoughts. "Um...yeah sorry" I mumble "something on your mind?" I shake my head "just a little tired"  I lie "baby keeping you up at night?" He chuckles "yeah" I chuckle back. He looks around the room to check nobody's around. "Listen, I see you've been a little um, stressed lately. And have something that might help you take you edge off" I look at him confused and he takes out a small packet with some white powder from his pocket and hands it to me "I really don't think.." He cuts me off "it's just a little something to take the edge off" I look at it for a moment. I have been pretty stressed lately and maybe it could help but..."I'm really not into that" I shake my head handing it back to him. "Suit your self" he shrugs putting it back in his pocket "you know where I am if your change your mind" he goes to leave then turns back "oh and Michael?....let just keep this between us ok?" I nod "yeah sure. Thanks anyway though" I smile through pursed lips.

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I don't say anything to anybody about what Ray said this morning. I really don't wanna do anything that might make Ocean change her mind about staying. Since I finished early today I got DJ from my mother decided to surprise Ocean and pick her up from school. I pull up and wait outside the gate. I see her walking out with Sarah. She doesn't see me so I beep my horn and she quickly turns and smiles. "Hey! What are you guys doing here!?" I get out and pull her close hugging her. "I got off early so we decided to surprise you" I smile "Oh my god is them him!?" Sarah smiles looking into my back seat. "That's him" Ocean giggles "can I hold him!?"

"Sure" I smile opening the car door. "omg Michael he looks just like you!" She says cuddling him "well a smaller cuter version...no offence" I chuckle sightly "none taken. Ocean says the same thing all the time" Ocean takes him from her and we stand talking for a moment then we see Tony walking out. "Hey" he mumbles "hi" I smile through pursed lips. I haven't seen Tony for awhile but I still don't like him. He's the dick that tried to make a move on Ocean. "I take it that's Duncan" he mumbles again looking at him. "This is him" Ocean smiles proudly cuddling him "um, congratulation" he says awkwardly "and on the marriage" I not smiling through pursed lips but inside I'm actually smirking seeing the look of defeat on his face finally seeing that he lost and Ocean is mine "anyway we should get going" I turn to Ocean. We say our goodbyes and get in the car.

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I took Ocean and DJ to a cafe around the corner. I know it's nothing special but I just wanted to spend time with the 2 of them with out having my family or our friend being around. "This is nice. Just the 3 of us" Ocean smiles. "I know, I just wanna spend time alone with you guys before I..." I pause for a moment and sigh "you know...go there" Ocean puts her hand on mine and smiles through pursed lips "it's gonna be ok" she reassures me "just remember why your doing this" I look up and smile at her "I'd do anything for the two of you, you know that right?" She nods and pecks my lips.

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I get to my therapy session and it's a women named She Kathy and seems really nice.

"So...lets starts with why your here" he smiles
"I um...I promised my wife that I'd come" I mumble and he looks at me surprised "wife!?' I smile and nod "mhm. Her names Ocean"

"And how old is she?"

"16 but she was 15 when we first met"

"And what made you two decide to get married so young?"