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Ocean's POV

It really broke my heart when my mother said I was never going to be good enough for her. The other things she said hurt me too, but that was what hurt the most. When I was a kid all I ever wanted was for her to say she was proud of me, even just one time and I know now that, that's never gonna happen. I tried to hide how much I was hurt from Michael, but as always he saw right through it. Which was why we came here to a hotel last night. I always knew it was going to hurt seeing my mother again, but i'm glad I did because it was a hurt I had to go through in order to move forward and be truly happy. Just like the hurt Michael will be going through so he can get his closure too and just like he was for me, I'm going to be there by his side the whole time.

"are you feeling better?' Michael asks sitting beside me on the bed. "Mhm" I nod "you sure? Because of you don't feel up to it we could always..."

"I'll be fine" I smile cutting him off and peck his lips "anyway. I don't wanna talk about all that stuff today"

"and why's that?" He smirks "because Somebody promised to take us to Legoland today!" I smile wrapping my arms around him. "and who might that be?" He mutters onto my lips. "the most most perfect husband a girl could ask for" I smile kissing him softly and he kisses me back deeper, pulling me down onto the bed.

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Michael's POV

"Mommy! Daddy!" DJ and Vaeh squeal, rushing over to us the second we get through the door. "awww... We missed you both too!" Ocean and I smile picking them up giving them a cuddle. "were's Princess?" I frown looking around. "she upstairs with mother, taking a bath" LaToya says "at this time?" I look at the clock confused. "she exploded!" She scrunches her face. walking away. "can we go now daddy!?" DJ asks excitedly. "once your sisters ready"

"awww, but I'd didn't poop my pants. Not fare" he pouts. "don't worry. We're going soon!" I chuckle picking him up. And I suddenly notice Janet sitting on the sofa. "hey! How long you been there" I smile sitting beside her. "not long" she shrugs  "what's wrong?" I ask softly "you said we could talk after you took Ocean to see her mother" she mumbles "why? Don't you go in the kitchen and get some juice, with mommy and Vaeh?" I smile at DJ putting him down. "ok... I'll leave you to have grown ups talk" he smiles and walks off to find Ocean and Vaeh.

"sorry about yesterday. I did wanna talk to you, but Ocean was really upset" I turn back to Janet. "it's fine" she shrugs. "have you spoken to Jimmy yet?" I ask and she shakes her head. "your gonna have to tell him"

"he wouldn't wanna know so there's no point" she shrugs. "you don't know that for sure. And even if he doesn't, you still need to tell him"

"for what? He doesn't need to know. Nobody does"

"Janet, your pregnant" I say in a hushed tone so nobody hears me. "I understand your scared, Ocean and I was too. But you need to tell people. Including mother and dad. You can't just hide it"

"you didn't tell anybody" she shrugs "yeah, because just like you, we were scared and even though not everybody was happy about it. We still had support and love, just like you and your baby will" I smile reassuring. "but I don't wanna have a baby and..."

"well there's not much you can do about it now. I'll be here with you when you tell everybody ok?" I say softly and she shakes her head "I don't want..."

"Janet you have to tell them. A baby isn't something you can hide forever. Their gonna fine out when you have the baby anyway, so you may as well tell them now and give them time to prepare. I know I sound hypocritical saying that. But I'm telling you this from experience. Hiding this is only gonna cause problems and you don't want them to find out the way they did with me and Ocean do you?"

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