Love hurts?

The truth

Ocean's POV

I'm finishing off getting ready and I'm so excited about to today. A whole day me and DJ without my mother telling me where I can go or having to rush back . "Are you excited!?" I smile at DJ "Mm Mm" he babbles "That's right!  Ma-Ma and DJ are gonna have a special day today" I giggle picking him up off the bed "and guess what?" I whisper smiling "Mommy and Daddy have a little secret for you...but you can't tell anyone" he smiles giggling at me.

I go downstairs to let my mother know we're leaving but she's not here "where my mom?" I ask Sherri confused "oh, she had to go to work early, someone call in sick" she smiles "so what are you plans for to day?"

"Well we're gonna go see the ducks, do a little shopping and get some lunch" I smile "come on we best get going before the ducks get hungry" I coo at DJ heading for the door.

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Jessica's POV

I'm sat around the corner from Michael's house and I get a call from Sherri.  "Just letting you know, Ocean's just left...have you seen any sign of Michael yet?

"He went out earlier to check the mail but that's it so far" I sigh "what's Ocean doing?"

"She just came out of the store with some bread. So I'm guessing she's heading to the park to feed the ducks" I see Michael leaving the house and get into his car "Ok, Michael's just drove off looks like he's meeting them at the park. You keep a close eye on Ocean"

After following Michael for awhile he goes into a jewellery store then to the store next to it and buys some flowers and heads off into his car again and I follow behind him but keep enough distance that he doesn't see me but I can still see him.

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Michael's POV

"So, who's the un-lucky lady?" I chuckle handing Jermaine the flowers and bracelet. "She's the one!" He smiles finishing off getting ready. "How do you know? You guys have been on like five dates" I chuckle and he smirks at me raising an eyebrow "and how many dates did you go on before getting married and having a child?"

"Touché" I smirk raising an eyebrow. "So will Ocean be staying tonight?" I sigh shaking my head "nah, not this week"

"Well, I guess one day of giving your dick a break isn't so bad...sex wasn't just invented for you two" he chuckles "can I tell you something?" I mumble "Michael, if you tell me she pregnant again I'm gonna beat you where you stand" he widens his eyes looking at me sternly.

"......anyway" I say raising and eyebrow "What I was gonna say is. Ocean and I haven't actually. You know?" I mumble and He looks at me confused. "Wait...so your DJs real father?"

"Of course I'm his real father!" I frown "but you just said you and her haven't had sex" he frowns even more confused. I sigh rolling my eyes "I mean we haven't had sex since....everything" I widen my eyes and he finally gets it "well it's gonna time especially after...everything. But it'll be ok" he smiles through pursed lips trying to reassure me. "We've done..stuff since then and she told me she does want to"

"So what's the problem?"

"We almost did it awhile ago and but froze up so I stopped and I don't know if she really wants to or if she's just saying it to make me happy" I sigh "well if you stopped,then she knows your not gonna make her do anything she doesn't want to" he scrunches his face and shake his head "sorry I didn't mean..."

"It's fine" I cut him off "I really hurt her last time...I mean really hurt her" he tilts his head confused "she had internal bleeding. That's how bad I hurt her" I sigh looking at the ground "what if she's always gonna be scared of me?"