forever young || k.t.h

Chapter 09

taehyung

"yah, are you sick?" i asked her.

she looked up, face full of tears and snots.

"yah, what's this?" i asked yet she still quiet.

my hands reached out for the bottle of pills. i looked at it with a questioning look. nothing was written and also nothing was on the bottle.

"why ask when you would never understand me?" she finally spoke.

i stared as her dried pale lips parted.

"people pretend that they're okay even when they're not." she added.

what is she saying? i don't understand a single thing.

before she could even say more, she fell asleep on my shoulders. i wonder what pills did she take. i decided to try out too but before that i can hear mrs lee shouting for gather.

when i was walking to the place, everyone was bickering. before i could sit down and relax, soohyun came up to me

"taehyung-ie, where have you been?" she asked in a very annoying tone.

i felt like there wasn't a need to waste my breath on someone like that. but the scene of heeyoung wanting to slap soohyun appeared in my mind. i should ask what happened right?

"soohyun, what exactly happened?" i asked.

"it was like that. that day after school, heeyoung bullied me. then again just now, she was bullying me by warning me that joohyuk is her's." soohyun explained.

i looked at her in disbelief. she wasn't the heeyoung i once know anymore. then i remembered the bottle of pills.

i found a black plastic bag for trash, i hesitated for awhile before throwing the bottle in. i didn't care what it was. i was angry.

with soohyun's explanation in my mind, i started having hatred towards heeyoung.

i walked towards heeyoung's tent with a bottle.

"yah! jung heeyoung." i shouted.

she woke up and looked at me, i opened the cap of the bottle and splashed the water on her.

heeyoung

taehyung called me, i turned around to get splashed by him.

"YAH! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?" i yelled at him.

what the fuck was that for? i sharpened my eyes at him.

"jung heeyoung, why do i feel like i don't understand you anymore? i don't really know what are your intentions but stop bullying soohyun." he said and turned around, so his back was facing me.

"what? i didn't—" i couldn't even complete my sentence.

"save your explanation." he said and slowly walked away.

oh wow seriously now? that son of a bitch and that mother fucker. are they teaming up to be against me or what? it was getting dark.

i didn't want to go back to where the others were. because... i know that no one there will be with me right? yeah...

I found a beach nearby. I pat on the sand before I sat down. Where's everyone when I need them? Unknowingly, tears started to flow down. The waves if the sea was getting huger. The weather was getting colder. I feel like I am dying inside bit by bit.

No one was there when I needed them. Now, how I wish I was with Hoseok. I missed him. I haven't even seen him for a long time. And... my dad, even though he treated me badly before, but I felt like because they care that's why they did it. I felt worthless right now. I sighed as the waves kept going up and down.