forgotten but still loved...BOOK 1#WATTY'S2016)

chapter- 2

Chapter 2

We were welcomed by a very gorgeous looking lady who escorted us to a table .Jason must be a regular I thought because we received a table which looked like it was in the vip section, it was sectioned off with the same red rope from outside.

He orders a bottle of some expensive looking wine, I do not know the name I haven't drank before, I just do not like how alcohol makes people look and wouldn't dare to feel that crappy the next day. The waiter returns and I feel Jason's eyes on me .I would sure like to know what he is thinking now.

"Would you like a drink," Jason asks pointing in the direction of the bar.

"No thanks, can I have a coke or something with no alcohol please" I nervously play with the hem of my dress.

"Why are you afraid you'd do things to me tonight?" Jason smirks.

"Um no" I replied. Come on I think to myself you're out with a wonderful guy enjoy the night be the spontaneous girl for once. You have not had any fun in years you deserve to be happy.

"I don't need alcohol to take advantage of you Jason". Way to go, I cheer mentally, woo hoo, I fist pump myself.

Jason chokes on his drink "take advantage of me? I'd like to see you take advantage of me; maybe it's I whom is going to take advantage of you Maggie"

I didn't even have anything to drink but I choked, get a grip my sub conscious sneers, play nice and enjoy the flirting. I looked Jason directly in the eye with all the power I could muscle up.

I could feel the heat rising even though air cons were on full blast in these types of establishments. Suddenly he holds out his hand asking me to dance and I'm dumb struck once again. I do not dance, only in the comfort of my own bedroom behind closed doors where I am guaranteed no one is looking.

"Come on" once again that little voice in my head shouts .and I take his hand oh my god what am I doing ,I cant do this , who am I kidding "go" the little voice shouts "GO!".

We head to the dance floor, it's crowed and even though I know no one is looking at me, I feel self-conscious. There is a slow tempo song playing in the background, I feel so uncomfortable, my legs wont move it's like I have the rhythm just not the ability to dance.

Jason pulls me close and starts grinding his groin against my backside, I am so relieved the lights are dim or else everyone would have noticed this huge tomato on the dance floor.

Just go with it I tell myself and I close my eyes and allow my self to let-go. I do not even know when the music changed to an up-tempo beat but Jason and I was still slow dancing and grinding up against each other. Suddenly I become aware of my surroundings and I motion for Jason I would like to sit and have a break. Oh my... I sigh, what am I getting myself into? There's no doubt in my mind that I like Jason but to pursue a relationship at this very moment in my life? I just don't know.

We finally get back to our seat and my damn feet are aching now. I wiggle my toes hoping to find some relief.

"Would like something else to drink" Jason asks.

"Um yeah, anything is fine" the waiter returns with a passion fruit and lemonade. I did not even know I was thirsty until I tasted the cool crisp liquid slide down my throat. I am watching Jason above the rim of my glass trying to figure out his next move, but nothing I swear this man can switch off all emotion visible on his face.

I feel him come closer something like a panther creeping in the still of the night. Before I know it, his sitting next to me, gently using his finger to rub the top of my hand, it's such a cheesy move but such a personal endearment to me, which tells me this man has the hots for me. I smile at him still trying to figure him out. He doesn't talk much that I have noticed. We stare at each other for what seems forever. He tilts my face up gently and I know he is asking permission to kiss me .I freeze. Why I cannot really say; maybe it's because I keep thinking back to the happy time I once had before it was taken away from me.