forgotten but still loved...BOOK 1#WATTY'S2016)

chapter 31

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Weeks flew by and still no sign that Jason was improving. I returned to work and found that it actually helped normalize my life. In the evenings I would visit Jason. Tell him about work and read the paper to him.

There were days I felt like this relationship wasn't going to work out between us. Could I continue a relationship with a man whom just lay there, never returning the hugs I gave his limp body, never being able to soothe me when I was doubtful about our future. In two months it would be our one year anniversary since we started dating.

I didn't feel much like a fiancé nor did I feel like a bride to be. Abela was hopeful that we should continue making plans about the wedding in case Jason woke. Then we needed to waste no time in tying the knot. Her words not mine.

So I went along with it all, every visit to the florist, or the dress fitting my heart broke to pieces but it was learning to smile through the pain I felt these past few weeks, that was pushing me to breaking point again, but not this time. This time I was going to try and push through it all for me. I owed me this much.

Here I sat at my desk, Paperwork piling up since yesterdays meeting. Abela decided it was best to inform H.R who I really was. Well more like whom I was marrying, it's not like I worked there under a pseudo name. I mean I was me Maggie but I was just a regular worker as every body else. This all changed yesterday when Abela called an emergency meeting. Thus calling me out in front of fifty of the companies most highest heads of department and warning them that if they were going to cause their bosses future wife any trouble when she is slacking or needed to take time off . There shall be no hesitation of dismal.

I was embarrassed. No wait!! I was mortified. I liked the fact that I wasn't being judged for marring the boss. Or the fact that I only got this job because I'm engaged to him. This was just going to make it harder for me, even though I tried to disagree with Abela when she first suggested this. there was no going against her final decisions.

This was only going to add to my already mountain of stress and worries. I didn't need staff tip toeing around me. I just wanted to come into work, take my mind off a couple things. And then go to hospital and visit Jason.

So back to the paper work, these were all forms that I had to sign for re assigning certain of my work to other employees since my hands are already full with the wedding and Jason, Per Abela's orders. I didn't want people taking work off my hands. I enjoyed that I was swamped it redirected my attention else where.

I signed the forms regardless. I knew Abela was going to check up on me. I have made a few friends around the office. There was one friend in particular that I guess I cold say she was my friend. We took our lunches together and would occasionally find ourselves at each others desk chit chatting instead of working.

Janet is probably going to think I was a fake. Why didn't I tell her about Jason and me? Well we talked about him and she knew he was ill. But I didn't exactly say I was engaged to Jason.

Speak of the devil. She walked straight into my office. I put my pen down, sat back and waited for the speech, but it never came. Instead she pulled me up from my chair and hugged me.

"I couldn't imagine what you must be going through. The man you love so dearly laying there in a coma, never being sure if he is ever going to wake up. Why weren't you honest with me? I'm a good listener," she pulled back looking at me.

I have never felt worse than I did now. Instead I pulled her back into a hug hoping that I was forgiven.

'I'm sorry, I guess I didn't want to be judge about how I got my job ". I guiltily looked at her .