Suicidal!Reader x Levi- The Day You Said Goodbye

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TRIGGR WARNING (Contains talk of depression, suicide, and cutting)

You stared at the outside, as the rain fell harshly, but softly, just like the tears running down your face. He had left you, even after he promised he wouldn't.

Eren Jeager.

The name seemed like it was foreign, even though you had been giggling the name hours earlier. But that was before he knew. Before he learned about your problem. The fact that you were depressed and cut. He didn't want to deal with you, said he had "problems" of his own and couldn't deal with more. And just like that, he left you, alone and hurt.

"Cadet (L/N), it's time for dinner." You heard Levi speak through the door. You wiped the tears from your face and walked to the door.

"Let's go." Levi stated and you walked down the stairs to the mess hall. You avoided looking at the table you usually sat at, as Eren was seated there. Levi noticed and guided you over to where him and Hanji were.

"(Y/N)!" Hanji shouted and gave you a hug. You hugged back weakly and Hanji pulled back quickly. She push a strand of (H/C) hair out of the way and saw your red and puffy eyes.

"Oh, what happened?" She asked, sitting you down next to her and rubbing your back comfortingly.

"Eren found out." Is all you said and Hanji knew immeaditley. She had managed to convince Levi that you should room with her for reasons. He finally agreed and Hanji could now tell if the slightest thing was wrong, in fact only one day into rooming with her, Hanji had figured out your problem.

"He broke up with you didn't he?" Hanji asked. You nodded, your body shaking as you silently sob. Hanji handed you her cup of water.

"I don't know what to do!" You whimper. Hanji rubs your back.

"Oh (Y/N), I'm so sorry." Hanji sympathizes. You cry and stand up, running to your room.

(Levi's P.o.V)

I watched as she got up and ran. I felt anger burning in my chest.

How dare he?

I stand up.

"Jeager, my office now!" I shout, grabbing my tea and walking to my office. Jeager follows me.

"You wanted to talk to me captain?" Eren asked. I nodded and set my tea down. I closed the door and turned to Eren. I then punched him.

"Ow!" He yelled holding his cheek.

"What the hell!" I yelled at him.

"(Y/N) obviously had a problem, haven't you seen the scars, the tears, the words?" I yelled at him. He stared.

"She's depressed and you breaking up with her doesn't help." I yelled again. He continued to stare.

"Dismissed." I said and walked out, heading towards (Y/N)'s room.

(3rd P.o.V)

Levi opened the door to see (Y/N) standing in her window sill, looking ready to jump. He rushed over and pulled her back, placing her on the bed, her body shaking with sobs.

"L-Levi?!" She stuttered, continuing to cry.

"Please don't leave." Levi stated softly. This made (Y/N) sob more. Levi held her wrist and rubbed his thumb over the scars on your wrist.

"Tell me everything." Levi stated and (Y/N) explained everything.

"When I was just a little girl, my dad became a military member. Shortly after joining, he died. My mom killed herself soon after and left me to go to an orphanage. I was abused and hit, that was when my depression and cutting started, then I came here and.... Well you know the rest." (Y/N) explained to Levi, holding onto his shirt as he held her in his lap. He combed through her (H/L) (H/C) hair, soothing her.

"He's an idiot, he doesn't understand." Levi told her and she nodded, looking into his eyes. She leaned forward and kissed him ever so slightly, and smiled.

This was the start of something great

~5 Years Later~

"(Daughter's Name)! Get back here!" You yelled, as you chased your 3 year old around the house. She started to run into the kitchen, but was stopped by Levi.

"Got ya!" He said and tickled the tiny girl. She smiled, her (E/C) eyes shining. Levi picked her up and walked into the kitchen, you following. A breakfast of tea and pancakes was on the table. (Daughters Name) smiled at Levi.

"Your the best daddy ever!" She said, and in that moment (Y/N) realized something.

All those wounds, didn't matter, for she had found her stitches

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