My Days With Alex

Discover

*The song matches Alex POV I hope ya enjoy. You can listen before or when ever I don't mind*

Alex's POV
I couldn't sleep I woke up every hour, tossing and turning. The thought that Briss and Tobin could be doing something that I don't want to say. I just couldn't imagine Tobin even cheating on me don't get me wrong Briss was good looking so it could happen.

I heard a knock, and I figured it was Ethan. "Yeah" I said loud, so he could hear me.

He opens the door and walked in I saw this shadow and a dark figure. "Alex have you listen to Discover by Chris Brown?" He asked.

"Maybe why?" I asked him as I felt him sit on the bed.

"I discover, discover I love her
Oh, I gotta get her back, oh.
I discover, discover that I love her.
Oh, that would get her back" he sang.

I couldn't believe this that he was doing this. "Are you drunk?" I asked.

"No maybe" he said.

He got closer to me, and I smelt the booze on him. "Did you sneak into my parent's liquor counter?" I asked.

He moved closer and closer as he was on top of me. Omg his breath was horrible, but I missed his body on top of me. Wait what! Omg this can't be happen I don't love him; I love Tobin, but why do I feel like this is right. Did my mom want this to happen, or I'm delusional?

I felt his lips on mine, and I didn't feel a thing for him. I pushed him off and said, "Ethan stop." He didn't he pushed me down and said, "Alex please one last time. I discover I love her..."

"Ethan no I'm in love with Tobin" I tell him.

"Why her not me?" He asked.

"Because everything about her is perfect. Ethan what we had was a long time ago, yes I use to love you, but we did each other wrong those last months, and you can't lie that you didn't cheat on me" I explain to him.

He got off me, and I heard him cry at the edge of the bed. "Yeah I did but you cheated on me with someone too" he said as I moved to him.

"Yeah I did it was stupid, and I probably ruin that female life whom I slept with" I tell him

"I knew it was a girl because you didn't tell me if it was guy. Yeah I slept with a random girl when I found out you cheated on me. Alex yes, I'm fallen for Briss but still your my first love, and that's hard okay" he says to me.

"So discover is the song to me?" I asked

"Yeah... I can't breath, let me breath again" he said

I moved away from him and said, "Ethan let me go please. Briss is someone you can't lose. Yes your first my love too but my feels went away since I meet Tobin."

I laid back down that's when I felt him get off the bed and said, "I gotta get her back. I will one day so Tobin better watch out."

He left the room, and I cried and cried. I want Tobin so bad right now. I thought he was about to force me to have sex with him, but he didn't. Discover why that song why. His voice was in my head and those last words he said. I closed my eyes and just wished for Tobin to be at my door when I wake up.