My Days With Alex

Time To Let Go

I woke with the warm and toned body on me. "Great this should not be like this, falling sleep in each other arms, I was supposed to be away from her.  Why didn't I just stay home?" I thought to myself.

I felt her move as it made me unfocused on my thoughts. I tried to slid out of her embrace as I moved her arm off of me. She moved her leg over mine, "damn" I whisper.

This was hard once I made sure her body was away from me; I got out of bed quick and left to see christen. As I left my gear and clothes in my room with Alex.

Knock knock, "Tobin what you're doing here" she said with the door half cracked.

"Sorry that I bother you" I tell her.

"Tobin it's okay but I'm busy" she said, and I knew JJ was with her.

"Oh okay it's fine I'll talk to you later" I say walking off.

I walked back into my room who I share with Alex. She was sitting up with her head on the headboard and on her phone. I gave her a smile, all I could think about her beautiful she was and how I wanted to taste her skin, lips again.

"You wanna take a shower first or me?" I asked as went into my bag.

"Um you can just call me if you need help getting out" she asked as I forget about my leg.

"Yeah okay thanks" I tell her before cracking the bathroom door.

I turned on the water to be hot while I put the plastic over my cast. I stood on the wall, so I wouldn't fall like an idiot, the water was hitting my body and all I wanted to do was cry. After I wash my body with axe body wash and my hair in this berry type of shampoo and conditioner, I rinse my hair out.

I tried to get out of the shower, but I almost slip and felled. "Alex!" I scream.

"Tobin you fine" she asked as I stood holding the bar on the wall.

"Umm no I almost felled. Mind helping and giving me a towel" I say.

She helped. I felt her warm hands on my arm, and my heart sank down as I hold back my cries. She wrapped the towel over my body, "you smell so good" she said while blushing.

"Thank you and thanks for helping and not leaving me in the tub" I say and we both laughed.

"I be fine go take shower" I told her as I left the bathroom.

"Wait" she said.

"Yes" I answer back turning around.

"Can you bring me my favorite sport bra before I close the door" she asked.

"Yeah sure" I say hopping to her side.

I opened her suitcase and was trying to find her favorite sport bra instead I found two lace bras, three other sport bras, and something that hit me so hard was a couple of thongs. "Ugh she did this on purpose" I mumble to myself. I finally found it under my hoodie which kind of made me smile.

I was still naked and wrapped in a towel, but I figured she can wait a little longer. I went back to my clothes and put on underwear and a sport bra. I slowly went to the bathroom and when I opened the door, she was bare. "Here" I say not trying to stare at my ex.

She took it as my eyes was on her perfect body. "Tobin I think you should leave now" I hear raspy voice say.

"Oh yeah sorry" I say, and I knew my tone changed into a deep sad tone.

I finished getting dressed as I decided to go with khaki shorts, white v-neck and white vans. I brushed my hair out letting it air dry and then put on my black SnapBack. Once I turned around I saw Alex standing there half naked, her sport bra and black lingerie on. I felt something wrong as I noticed her blue eyes have been crying, and she was really emotionless.