Falling Apart

Madness

BAAM!

I couldn't believe what was going on. My dad..my dad slapped me.

"Dad..?" I whispered.

My face turned red, I could feel my blood boiling. I was so angry I couldn't hold it in.

"DAD!?" I yelled.

"Young lady, don't you are raise your fucking voice at me! I do so much and you do nothing! Shut the fuck up!" He tried to slap me again but I tried fight him off but he was too strong.

I cried out, "Dad let go of me! Fuck!"

"Fuck? Who taught you those words huh? The boys you go around opening your legs for, huh?" He yelled in my face.

What's wrong with him? How could he say that?! How..

"Dad what the fuck? How could you say that?" And now I'm crying even harder and louder.

He pushed me on the wall and held me by the neck and I tried to scream while trying to have him let go of me. I start to get dizzy from his hold on me and he finally let's go off of me. I gasp falling to the floor to try and catch my breath.

He backs away from me and run his hands in his hair while looking the other side.

All I could hear was cuss words coming out of his mouth.

This was my chance to get the fuck out of this place. I don't know where I was going to go and I don't know where my mom was but I was not going to stay there and get a beat up by this stranger. I didn't even know who he was anymore. My dad was crazy but not like this. Not to this point.

I stood up silently trying to open the door but he heard and turned around.

"Where the fuck do you think you're going!?" He yelled walking fast towards me.

I tried opening the door faster but for some stupid reason the door wasn't opening and I was starting to freak out as his face turned red and more red making him look like a tomato.

The closer he got the scared I got, "Get the fuck away from me!"

He grabbed me from my hand and literally dragged me on the floor.

"Let go! Let g-"

Another smack in the face. I yelled even harder " LET ME GO!"

I manage to yank myself from him but bad luck hit me in the face and I tripped and fell backwards.

" HOW DARE YOU TRY TO FIGHT BACK YOU LITTLE NO GOOD SON OF A BITCH!"

"DAD! NO! LET GO!"

He took a hold of my left foot and dragged me on the floor and I dragged my nails on the floor until I got a hold of a chair and hung on to it.

He flipped me over so that my back was on the floor and started unbuttoning his pants.

No. No. This was not going to happen.

I softened my voice immediately.

"Dad..."

"Dad please.."

But he didn't stop. "Shut the fuck up!"

Now I was really going crazy!

"Dad! No! YOU SICK BASTARD! NO, DON'T TOUCH ME!"

He pinned me down and I couldn't get away so I looked around panicking out of my mind.

I finally saw an empty wine bottle on the floor and I took hold of it as soon as I could still shaking.