Falling Apart

Hell

Hey there! School's over. I'm happy but sad, you get me? I won't miss the work but I will miss some people. VVell enjoy!

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Last night was hell.

I ended up not kissing him to torture him because it was fun. But..I couldn't sleep when it was time to.

I kept having nightmares, crying in my sleep, and I woke Evan up which I didn't want to do.

I sobbed like an idiot, I kept thinking I was back at my Mother's house. That place wasn't home anymore. 

I don't think I have a home anymore. I would call Evan's house my home because it was the only safe place right now but his Mom is bound to come back someday and she won't let me stay for forever, she'll want an explanation which I couldn't afford to give. 

After all, no one could know the truth. Especially since Evan knows now, I don't want to drag him to hell with me..

I finally went to sleep for an hour and of course I had to wake up. 

I open my eyes.

Evan's hands were wrapped around my waist tightly and I feel him move closer..warm. So warm. 

I turn around so I can face his side and he opens his eyes. 

"No, shh." I say to try to get him to go back to sleep. Just because I couldn't sleep all night and I woke up too early, doesn't mean he should wake up, too. 

"Go back to sleep," I whisper.

"I'm already awake," He whispers back. 

"No, I woke you. Go back to sleep, I don't mind watching you.." 

"You creep.." He tries to frown but I can see the smile creeping on his perfectly made lips. 

"You love it." I say. 

"I love you." He says and kisses my forehead.

"I love Nutella."

"And just like that, I hate you." He smiles. 

"Noooo! I love you," I finally break and hug him. 

He laughs and I pout because he's being mean. 

"Did you get any sleep at all?" He asks.

"Yea.." I lied. One hour isn't enough.

"Don't lie." 

"Stop reading me so clearly, like I'm a book." 

"Your eyes have more bags than I do," He states the obvious. He gets up from the bed and stands in front of me.

"Okay, fine. I had one hour of sleep." I finally admit. I sit up.

"I'm sorry for having to wake you up in the middle of the nigh--" I start saying but he kisses me in the middle of my sentence. 

He pulls back and I'm as red as a potato--I mean tomato. Gosh, I can't even thinking straight. It's not the first time we kissed but I still get the feels every time he's close to me, every time we kiss, I spark up. It seems to shine brighter each time.

"Look how red you are!" He says poking my cheeks.

I slap his hands off and pouts,"Well, it's not my fault, Mr. I Kiss People In The Middle Of Their Sentence!" I stand up to walk away but he runs and stands in front of me, blocking my way.

"Are you always this annoying?" I growl playfully. 

"Are you always..." He stops and leans down, "this cute?" He then licks my  cheek like I did yesterday.