Falling Apart

Hurt

Hello! Its me again! I'm just here to say that this chapter is going to be different. Nothing big, just going to add Evans point of view because I feel it's important in this chapter! Also, ill tell you where you need to play the song! Well thanks 😁 enjoy!

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He was really close to my face but he seemed so far. He's slow torturing movements when taunting me.

He seemed to be taking his time and I just wanted to take his face and press it against mine.

But I didn't.

I could feel his breath on my lips. We were only inches away now. I couldn't take it.

"Are you..are you gonna kiss me or not?" I blurted out fast. I was barely breathing in that sentence. It sounded like a cry for help to me.

Finally our lips met.

Oh, it's exactly how they felt when we got caught kissing by the principal. So soft.

Like a fucking pillow. He ran his tongue on my bottom lip then bit it before letting go.

Oh my..our kiss was the perfect kiss. I could feel the love,lust, even...even hatred in it.

We were in perfect sync. Our lips moved together like we were born for it. It was a better kiss than I've ever had. Even Keith didn't kiss me that way. So passionately and slow. Not bad slow, good slow. The one that keeps my wanting more.

He put his hands on my waist and caressed it. He grip it at some point before breaking the kiss for a break. He immediately reconnected them and this time he kissed me harder, deeper.

I bought my hands to his hair. Ohmy..so soft.

I loved the feeling of his hair wrapped around my fingers. I tagged at it and I received a little moan from him. I'm feeling all types of feelings right now. I can't keep up with them.

He buried his head in my neck and I move to give him access. I move my head along with his movement.

Oh, that is exactly what I needed. He trails kisses down my neck and I shiver. The feels..

I wrapped my hands around his neck and he kissed me again. He lifted me up from standing and I wrapped my legs around his waist in a swift move. He walks over to the table and placed me over on it, our lips still moving in sync.

He then starts to run his soft hands on my thighs. It felt so good until I started thinking about how I was being dragged on the floor by my father not so many hours ago and before I knew it, I pushed Evan away from me.

He's panting and he looks so confused.

I'm panting as well because of the kiss we just shared. I don't know why I keep pushing him away but I knew for a fact that I can't tell him what really happened.

If I told him, he would try to convince me into telling the police.

I know he's right but I can't bring myself to do it. I just can't. I mean he's not always been that way, he was once a good father, he could be one again if I just gave him a chance...?

It was more of a question than it was a statement.

I really couldn't deal with everything.

"What?" He asked quickly. "Did I do something wrong?" He starts to approach me.

I gasp and he stops in his tracks. I can't say nothing because he will force it out of me. I can't tell him about what my father tried to do..the bitch.

That only leaves me with one choice then..

"You were right.." I said.

"Right? About..?" He ran his hand in his hair.